Zar

Hey Kitty

2012-01-16T01:27:00.000-08:00

I love my new Hello Kitty Eco-Cup! I bought it from Dd as soon as she bought it from the shop. Haha!

Project Ariel

2012-01-15T01:30:00.000-08:00

What I've been up to lately? Swimming at Tutong Aquatic Centre with Dd. Never knew the place was that awesome until I went there for the first time last Friday.

Well, actually I brought Dd and Nabila to Polo the day before, but unfortunately the swimming pool is now under renovation until further notice! We were so pumped up bringing Nabila for her first swimming lesson that night, but what to do...boohoo...

So, Tutong Aquatic Centre is my no.1's choice for my Project Ariel the Mermaid ;)

Bond

2012-01-08T20:41:00.000-08:00

We brought Nabila to the Jungle Gym today. It was an impromptu as always. I just love spending times with both of my sisters together. Can truly hardly wait for Nabila to really talk properly so that we'd be having something fun to talk about. She loves shoes, ya' know~
And then we went to The Empire. Nabila is weirdly & adorably funny!, every time men in suits passed by she SALUTES! oh yes she did... Adakah~ hehe

Strike

2012-01-07T20:08:00.000-08:00

Last Friday, we went for coffee and bowling. Bowling was fun, I never liked 'strikes' coz it's a nick-of-time for bowling game for me. ;p

Too bad my pictures with them boys are so blurry but I decided to keep it though.

Dedication

2012-01-05T00:36:00.000-08:00

02 Jan 2012, coffee with Milin (Zimaya nada) 03 Jan 2012, Dinner with Iz (Zimaya & Fae nada)

05 Jan 2012, Lunch with Milin (Fae nada)xoxo

15

2012-01-04T01:00:00.000-08:00

I had a great great great catch-up with Putett lastnight. We talked about our still-on-the-oad-to-happiness and yes we did whined about it thoroughly..hehe

We've been friends for 15 years now! :D

Solid

2012-01-03T10:55:00.000-08:00

I love my Etude House's Candy Sweet Cake solid perfume!

My sister said that it has my natural scent, and so I bought it right away and am so loving it!

Etude House Brunei has 20% off this week, so go get it girls! ;)

Go

2012-01-02T00:19:00.000-08:00

I had my impromptu getaway on the 1st January 2012 at The Empire. Unfortunately, I left my book at home! And thank goodness sana are selling comfort food too that I did not have to go out of the area just to buy my meal.

Here's my pouty lips for y'all...eeww! and that should stop!

Every Year

2012-01-01T00:15:00.000-08:00

As usual, not doin' anything for the new year's eve. I watched tv, the regular home-made dinner with family, applying my red lipstick for fun, and I slept early (10:20ish p.m.)

Happy new year :)

Daddy's Big Girl

2011-12-29T18:59:00.000-08:00

I was feeling so sad, that I'm glad I had a good talk with my Dad and Dd too yesterday over breakfast. As he listened to my "what's up with my non-corny life?" that I felt it's getting serious now that I needed to speak my heart out about it, but gratefully my Dad lightened it up with his sense of humour in between.

However, it's sad to know that he's also saddened by what i've been goin through right from the start.

Well, I'm just gonna stay focus in loving myself coz I have faith that true happiness will come to me eventually.

Temporary Farewell

2011-12-29T18:30:00.000-08:00

We sent off Tuty to airport the other day. She's off to UK until mid January 2012 for her new year's trip.

Top Notch

2011-12-29T15:14:00.000-08:00

We met at one of RBTS's events last 21 December 2011. Dura, Aziemah and myself were closed friends when were in Ugama School. We're grown-ups sudah, can i make anymore obvious? hehe.

Today, Aziemah has given birth to a beautiful baby girl! Alhamdulillah!

December Tea Party

2011-12-19T01:03:00.000-08:00

Last 17th December, I've decided to go for my tea party with my friends. Unfortunately, Tuty and Mr&Mrs Hafizz could not make it . Nevertheless, fizah & I had fun bemain our tea party that afternoon ;)

I've always wished to hug a snowman, and this time I granted my wish hugging the pretentious Mr. Snowman ;p

Ponder

2011-12-13T17:22:00.000-08:00

I met Nabila afterwork yesterday, and she's getting cuter everyday!

Before heading home, Dd and I went for a grocery shopping and we encountered hardship searching for Chicken that we could hardly find! Don't know what really happened of the unavailability. Well, there were only few whole chicken available but the price is $1++ expensive! Hope to hear about the inflation of chickens soon...hehe...sigh...

Well, as soon as I reached home, I immediately soaked my feet into a nice aromatic warm water to relief the sore on my right ankle. Ilove killer heels so much it hurts...no I ain't complaining..hehe

I want the chic Jimmy Choo's Croc-Effect Leather Coffee Cup Sleeve (click on the picture (link) on more details about these sexy chic thang~ ;)
link: also at BeautyandTheFeastblog & Net-A-Porter

Retro

2011-12-13T00:36:00.000-08:00

I'm still looking around for a perfect 60s retro shades for myself.

So far, I've only found few...

There goes my retail therapy whuupdeedoooooo

7

2011-12-08T21:33:00.000-08:00

RBTS had a Staff Appreciation Night at Rizqun last 02 Dec. I was one of the recipients of the Long Service Award, for my 7 years with RBTS, Alhamdulillah.

I'll be rewarding myself with my Individual Performance Bonus soon! ;) Alhamdulillah so very much!

Alhamdulillah since my first salary until now, first thing my money must goes to my mom and my grandma before whatever retail therapy terjadi. hehe. Coz what matters to me the most is the berkat.

I'm 26 years old, and am so grateful everyday ;)

Hot Air Ballon

2011-11-28T19:56:00.000-08:00

My girlfriends and I went out for a nice dinner at Frangipani last night commemorating of Fizah's birthday (1st Muharram), and then we watched the Breaking Dawn movie. I'm still not a Twilight fan but the Breaking Dawn part 1 fascinates me by Bella's beautiful and elegant wedding dress, and the romantic honeymoon scene. ;)

I had one of the most happiest romantic days in my life yesterday ;) am so grateful to that so very much. Me love him long time~

Lots of Love, xoxo

Reach

2011-11-24T22:43:00.000-08:00

It's Friday and I'm hoping for Black Friday too in Brunei but nada...hehe...

My girlfriends and I decided to just go to the spa and as for myself, I got my hand scrub+paraffin wax+manicure done.

I've never in my life, getting a mani-pedi by the pro. Coz for all these time, I've been doing my own mani-pedi by myself in which I like it better coz it's easy, funner and free! ;D

Meet my healthy hands...teehee... ;p

Dolly

2011-11-23T20:05:00.000-08:00

Last night, I let Dd applying make-up to my eyes. She used up her black eye-liner and mascara only. She then said "supaya nampak bini-bini". hehe ;p

The outcome. hehe...

I had Basketball game last Wednesday and today bowling for eca. I can't wait for our next Basketball game coz I still got my skills! yay! Alhamdulillah.

Fab Fabric

2011-11-21T06:35:00.000-08:00

These are two of my current favourite dresses (the Fuji and the Kafta).

What's yours, ladies? ;)

Note: I have worn them once, and I'm thinking to sell it off and the rest of my other dresses too soon, but not very soon.. :)

Saw this beautiful dress-formed Bead Embroidery Lace fabric on to a mannequin doll in one of the fabric boutiques here in Brunei. I love on how they formed it, so pretty and elegant.

I'd love to go to Jakarta again one day, I wanna get my dress tailored there at a place that I know of ;) Very affordable and lawa-lawa.

I need a mannequin doll.

Da Now & Then Sisters

2011-11-18T00:16:00.000-08:00

I have pictures of me and my sisters in my office. The one of me and Dd is actually given by my Dad. He has it with him & printed extra & gave me for my keeping. Sweet huh? :)

So far, we have tons of Nabila's pictures. Speaking of si Baby Nabila, honestly, the explanation of her existence still got me by having the " pinch-me-i'm-dreamin' " moment until today.

We've been taking her to the Jungle Gym almost everyday sudah. Just last night, my Dad dressed her up with his fave new shirt for Nabila. She truly pulls of the menswear inspired fashion style.

The Dd & I today.

Shot

2011-11-13T21:30:00.000-08:00

I can only nail-polish my nails when i have had my period...with my fave colour, metallic dark blue :) What's yours? :)

Clear

2011-11-13T20:52:00.000-08:00

<--- This is my Nini. I know this may sound ridiculously corny but it would be an understandably p.m.s. moment of mine that the other day, I cried my heart out afraid of losing her. I know I shouldn't, but what a girl to do. *embarrass*

Well, Nini has always been worried about me being so single. Even the other family members and friends are too, esp the way I'm embracing my singlehood. *Uh-oh I'm sensing my p.m.s. corny moment, again*

Let me just clear the air against the curiosity and false judgement. I've deeply realized that the way I'm embracing the 'so-called singlehood' life of mine is that I'm more into grooming myself out. Focusing more on fashion & beauty, and getting out of my comfort zone by giving a shot to adventurous activities most importantly staying positive and gratefully tawakal to Allah.

I don't date around and I ain't chasing men like the few women I know. People have been saying to me that my playing hard to get game will get me nowhere.

I'd say they're wrong. For as long as I hold on to my principle by doa to Allah and listening to my tiny little heart believing that love will come to me :)

Staying True, Staying Positive, that's how I roll ;p

Eco

2011-11-12T00:49:00.000-08:00

We're lovin' our ECO-cups by Lock&Lock. We've been bringing it to any eatery places for our drinks only to be filled in our eco-cups. Not too late for going Green ;)

Still Roaring

2011-11-10T19:04:00.000-08:00

Ta-Da....! Look to what I've done with my plain white cellphone casing. Cool huh?! ;) Alhamdulillah, I've still got the talent in Art ;) That's FAB!

Shout It Out

2011-11-09T22:53:00.000-08:00

I just wanna say that I love my boots! I wore 'em yesterday morning for the packing of daging korban :)

On A Mission

2011-11-09T22:08:00.000-08:00

RBTS celebrated Aidiladha yesterday at one of the premises. This is us in the morning of while waiting for the daging korban to arrive for us to pack properly & accordingly.

My girlfriends & I getting ready to the event. / Nabila attended too, with my Dad & his wife.

Parody

2011-11-09T21:38:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry Kim K...

I'm glad Dd ordered Shiiz Candies' red velvet cupcakes again last weekend. And aside from only applying red lipstick just to feel the indulgent of the red velvet, as my dress inspires me of Kim K's fairytale wedding, I styled myself as 'the bride' witha bouquet of cupcakes ;p

Again, sorry Kim K, I didn't mean to parodying you..even though Halloween was over. hehe.

Baby's Gym

2011-11-04T21:13:00.000-07:00

After dinner with Dd lastnight, Bapa called telling us that his house tutup karan, and so we asked my dad to bawa c Baby ke Jungle Gym. And so we went and I was pretty enjoying myself out! Of course, obviously Nabila enjoyed it the most.

And then the next day, Dd and I took Nabila to the West Park Kiddieland at The Mall. I didn't quite like it there as I am much preferred over the Jungle Gym in Kiulap the most. Ok.

Gengo

2011-11-03T20:56:00.000-07:00

Aru kon'nichiwa! Watashi wa genzai nihongo o manande iru. Watashi ga iru kagiri watashi ga dekiru kagiri no tame ni sore o shūtoku shiyōtosuru, InsyAllah ;)

Fun Facts:
I'm so fluent in Indonesian, coz it's my favourite language.

Stop Sign

2011-11-01T20:24:00.000-07:00

My attempt with a red lipstick and perfected it with a red velvet cupcake. Anyways, Shiiz Candies by my good friend, Gdah are so yummy!

Spree

2011-10-31T19:17:00.000-07:00

My girlfriends and I went to Miri saja-saja last Saturday (5 hrs only). We didn't go too crazy with the shopping spree and we had a great time indeed :)

These are our ice creams
(Fizah's Mango Didi, Mine's Mint Bieber (hehehe) and Tuty's Blueberry)

Life Character

2011-10-27T00:56:00.000-07:00

I've been out watching movies since the early days of this week. Although watching it with my cousins and my friends, still i prefer watching it alone.

I watched the Lion King in 3D last night, and I'm still lovin' it. I cried on the part when Simba's daddy died. So tragically awful and heartbreaking brabis :'(

Last Ramadhan, while I was driving my car around, I wondered in my mind of what kind of a daughter I am. So, I texted up my mama and bapa asking them the same question.

Me: Mama / Bapa, aku ani anak derhaka kah?
Hours later, yes 'hours' later :
Mama replied: "Kenapa kau? bawa istigfar..."
Bapa called: "hehehehe...." *he was giggling saja*

And so, I was like, yehaaaaa Alhamdulillah. ok.

Siesta

2011-10-25T23:10:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, my girlfriends and I had an impromptu sleepover at Fizah's house.

We watched DVDs, pizza for dinner and we do our hair with my new Mini Hair Straightener that I just got from Korea. I love it, as it is so lightweight and it comes with a pouch and easy to bring anywhere. ;)

Baby Girl Gone Fashionista

2011-10-20T19:41:00.000-07:00

I went to see Nabila after work the other day, and as I played around with her, I had this idea of playing Project Runaway, dressing her up with my own creation of a mini Summery Dress by using my tudong! hehe.

And then, as I was driving home, I had this fun idea to sketch dresses for baby-girls. And so I did it as such... :)

Bells

2011-10-19T19:05:00.000-07:00

The location of where I wanna get married at. The Taman Jubli (atu pun if the Government allowed...hehe) ;p

Yup! I've been doing my dream wedding plan alright...coz it's undeniably fun.

I went jogging yesterday at Taman Jubli. The area is indeed suitable enough now as banyak plants sudah around. And so, what hit me the most while being there was the wedding plan, there...

Although, I've no idea who my husband's gonna be. Call me old-fashioned but, I'm still holding on to the life principle of "a woman is like a flower, a man is like a bee". That's why I don't date around.

My dream wedding is actually as simple as it could be, but the Honeymoon should be the lavish part. My dream honeymoon is the Honeymoon Cruise. Honeymoon is what it's all about in my dream wedding. ;)

I seriously love my future husband already (whoever it may be). I even love my children already. ;p
InsyAllah Amin Ya Rabbal-Al-Amin

Here's the thing, HE doesn't know of how loyal I really am. Fullstop

Princess Jasmine Inspired

2011-10-15T00:59:00.000-07:00

Found this in the Women's Weekly Magazine October 2011 Issue.

and coincidentally, I styled myself up as Princess Jasmine Inspired for my office Arabian Themed Hari Raya Celebration last September 12.

Speaking of the Arabian Themed Hari Raya Celebration, we had a shooting competition of 6 teams. My team,the Charlie's Angels, got in 3rd place! In my team were myself, our CEO, Azie, Vincent n Hjh Melati. Good thing was, we totally kicked ass in the shooting competition! ;)

Zadele

2011-10-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

Ello beautiful people!

I adore Adele 's beauty. Iatah Dibah and I have been fighting over 'I'm Adele,-No!-But-I-am!" for months sudah. Sekali, yesterday I decided to try-out her hair style and didn't quite menjadi..boo...hehe...

Dibah has changed her name to Adibale and so I came up with mine, Zadele...haha! xoxo

Seniorita

2011-09-30T22:34:00.000-07:00

Aidilfitri is over, and no fashion police game for my blog due to I broke my camera on the night when I tried taking pictures of me wearing my Justin Bieber pyjama. No kidding! ;p

This October alone is the month of Weddings, per sé . All the October's Sundays are fully packed with weddings and having said that, I only got my dresses tailored for the occasions instead of for the Hari Raya. Except one though, that I had to make a classic baju kebaya.

me & my girlfriends during the RBTS Hari Raya Aidilfitri Celebration on 27 Sept 2011

16 September marks the 7th Anniversary of my careerhood in RBTS, Alhamdulillah

Pinnacle

2011-09-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

satu hari d hari raya~ dua hari d hari raya~ tiga hari d hari raya~ empat hari d hari raya~ lima hari d hari rayaaaa ~~ (nyanyi tu...hehe)

This year's Hari Raya, I put my priority of 'family comes first' on top of my schedule. Then only my friends. :)

I only went to Sasya's place for an hour saja. Well, I hope to spend more time with her soon before she leaves for UK this month.

The often times and the first thing that I got a lot when people came and talked to me were as follow:-

Family/Friend: "Bila kawin?"
Me: "Sama siapa?", I said and *shrugged my shoulders* and *smiled*

Ok, so, If I balum kawin by the time I'm 29 or 30, I will adopt a baby insyAllah yes. :)

I want a Polaroid Camera

Status

2011-08-22T19:40:00.000-07:00

Lastnight, our names jadi Bond, James Bond..hehe

So ok, my good friends and I went for an impromptu sungkai out and coffee afterwards yesterday.

For the past few weeks I've been observing my male friends' conversations..hehe..it's amusing actually ;p

It occurs to me that my other group of male friends previously have had the kind of the same agenda-slash-situation in their conversations too.

Let me just cut the chase now; their conversations are about their 'delima' with girls. I find it interesting though, that they wanna get the girl(s) they think they wanna hook up with.

It's just about getting on the next phase of life especially when someone's ready to set their commitment gradually until they find the right one. They would feel insulted if they were being labelled as 'playa' whereas, they meant well.

To me, the simple definition of a playa is when he or she chooses Lust Over Love. Bearing that in mind, this kind of people will feel a pang of remorse that will haunt them FOR LIFE!, trust me :) because what goes around comes around by Allah aren't bull-s.

It is indeed crucial for every one to have the right life partner to spend the whole life with. There goes in finding the real true love.

So, anyone who has been betrayed by their former lover(s), keep holding on to your faith in Allah's kuasa that you deserve someone better than you can't imagine. The key is with lotsa doa, patience and tawakal.

Love is about compatibility. As for myself, I ain't compatible to a heartless psycho.

and in friendships, I ain't compatible with a lanji girl. Deuces!

Ms. Mini

2011-08-21T18:08:00.000-07:00

I love going out shopping with our baby Nabila! She doesn't go kusut-kusut at all and she knows what she wants.

The amazing part is whenever we asked her to pick the items that she might want, she'll be so wisely-selective. Cutest part was when she checks on the price macam c banar..hehe!

When I brought her to the bookstore, she shows her interest when I read her the pictorial book of Elmo while she carries her Elmo in her tiny-tiny-tiny little hands.. :)

For the whole week ago, I now have made my decision to send her to Al-Falaah School nanti. My second option would be Stella School.

My dad wants Nabila to have her own perfect sports shoes. So, this is what I bought for her. Ain't it cute? ;)

Schedule

2011-08-18T18:27:00.000-07:00

I'm a buzy woman even after my working hours too! as always..

As long as my time management is stable, then I'll always be happy with it. Family, Friends and not forgetting, alone time with myself :)

I'm so in-love with Chris Evans! Why? coz I'm single and having a celebrity-crush is what happen when I'm single. Chris Evans is hot by the way.

Madame

2011-08-16T23:04:00.000-07:00

My first sungkai-outing this year's Ramadhan with my friends lastnight. I've been enjoying Sungkai at home from the early week of Ramadhan already.

Hari Raya is coming soon, I think it would be fun and exciting if I play the Fashion Police game by then!

Fashion Police it is! Ok, I promise I will keep you entertained, alright readers ;) Mucho Love!

Outer

2011-08-15T21:54:00.000-07:00

Pouting my lips! eeww! I hate that pose...Why I did it, you may ask?, coz I want ya'll to agree with me that this pose is inda bisai! So DON'T DO IT!

I love the nose pore strip that I only apply for every once a month. It's super crucial to look after your skin. Fortunately, we're the Muslims got the skin-privilege-beauty-routine by the daily 5 times a day with the better water of ayer wudhu.

There are times when a zit came uninvited and our urge of to touching it in hoping that it would disappear. We knew that it will never ever work magically! (but how we wish though). With that being said, I'm glad when my girlfriends introduced to me a year ago the 'acne patch' that works amazingly. :)

I love men's perfumes, seriously I do.

For My Dearest Ex-Life Partner

2011-08-09T20:48:00.000-07:00

Introversion 26

2011-08-07T21:12:00.000-07:00

It's my official birthdate today (07 Ramadhan). So I'm officially 26 now.

I'm aging! I mean, 26...just so close to 30 or 40 or 50..but on the positive side, I'm grateful that I'm happy and I have the utmost love from my circle and I'm still alive that I'm still able to pray to Allah with whatever doa.

I'm thankful for having Nabila as my half baby sister. I couldn't sleep well lastnight thinking about her coz I miss her so much.

So what's ahead for me, especially in my love life? It's just the thing of something from Allah that I'm looking forward to (patiently), because it would make my life complete for being able to love and to be loved by a real man who can just love me bisai-bisai. I just couldn't ask for more.

So, I'm 26 now, few things about me that I would like to list down... :-

1) I love food so very much;
2) I love Justin Bieber so much but I can't stand his Never Say Never and Somebody To Love songs;
3) I'm allergic to dust;
4) I would be so upset if there were distractions when I'm in action in the kitchen;
5) I'm an introvert;
6) I love anything that smells good;
7) I must drink chilled Mr. Brown coffee every morning (be it the original, French Vanilla or the Caramel);
8) Utopia by Within Temptation feat. Chris Jones & I Try by Macy Gray still top my chart up until now;
9) I watch The Killers every Saturday morning.

What else...?

At Last

2011-08-04T18:27:00.000-07:00

Ain't too little too late for Fizah & I went for our desire to anywhere for a vacation just before Ramadhan comes. So, last week, we went to the Universal Studio Singapore for our getaway.

For the next trip story, Sara is getting married this early December and she has invited me & Ady to her wedding, but unfortunately, due to the unforeseen circumstances, neither the both of us seemed to be able to be there that I have to cancel my plan to go to Nigeria due to my budget constraint. How I wish that I could be there at Sara's wedding since she's so kind enough to pay for our hotel room.

On the other hand, I'm thinking to pay a visit to Ady in UK next January 2012 insyAllah. :)

I wanna start Scrapbooking! :)

Dress-Up

2011-07-24T19:32:00.000-07:00

I love playing dress-up! It is one of the things that I do during my spare time at home. Coz it is always fun ;)

The other night, my usu gave pretty batik night gowns and so apalagi, i main dress-up as always. It's been awhile since I've had this kind of batik night gowns. I'm lovin' it :)

In-Charge

2011-07-22T01:04:00.000-07:00

I missed out May post, June post and it's almost the end of July..! I've been buzy with work for the past few months because of BRIDEX 2011. Alhamdulillah BRIDEX 2011 was awesome! One of the best part about the work along the way was 'Drama-Free'. We enjoyed working together and the bond of friendships are more like family per sé. ;)

Here are few pictures as part of my BRIDEX 2011 memories (days before, the actual days, my desk at BRIDEX office, my security body-pass, BRIDEX 2011 Appreciation Night & RBTS BRIDEX 2011 Appreciation Night)

I was allotted to be an Emcee for several events during BRIDEX 2011. I decided to just give it a shot when I was asked to be an Emcee from March 2011. Emcee for MoU Signing Ceremonies, Press Conference, BRIDEX 2011 Walkathon and the Appreciation Nights. I did it for fun and I figured that I have a talent in emceeing! yay! ;)

Sasya and I met few days just before BRIDEX at her house and coffee the week after BRIDEX...I miss her now.

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I've finally sempat went to Consumer Fair this time. And so I went with Fizah, Hery & Muez. We went into the Safari Land, but prior to entering or paying the $3 each per ticket, I queried to the working staffs to convince us the excitement guarantee. We were told that upon exiting the Safari Land, there will be lucky draw tarus.
We were not too impress with the Safari Night though, our comment was 'sayang saja duit to buat this kind of exhibition'. And then we keluar....we main the lucky draw and WON great things! While orang lain manang toothpastes and lollipops, we have won Shopping Vouchers!!! :)

***

BIT 2011 last 31 May 2011 was great. We're so lucky enough for getting great seats too.

Ok, until next post! ;)

Seal

2011-05-18T17:45:00.000-07:00

I'm loving my new lip gloss (High Shine Lip Gloss by Elizabeth Arden)! I'd say this particular one is so superbly fabulous because it has the barely-there scent and so lusciously supple, non-too-sticky to the lips when applied and it's long-lasting too!

So Ladies, it's a must-have and I highly recommend you to get one for your daily beauty routine pleasure ;)

I love the 630am - 845am morning sun, I love the gentle heat to my facial skin. I'm lovin' the Vitamin D

Show

2011-05-17T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hi, How y'all doin?

Last Saturday Fizah & I went to work, again. However, we were feeling enervated that we decided to leave early and wanted to go for coffee at TSQ.

So, it was from 330pm to 845pm we remained at TSQ. Why that long you may ask? Because after reading one article about the BIT 2011 Performance sneak preview 8pm at TSQ that we decided to wait for it.

While waiting, we spent hours at CB and then we walked around the mall and the hotel and then we had our dinner at Pastamania and one hour before the show, we ordered ourselves drinks from the Sugarbun and managed to get the perfect spot of seating area of the fast food restaurant where we could watch the preformance clearly and restfully. Doesn't it sounded like the TSQ ani basar saja...hehe...oh well..

Well anyway, the short performance was amusing. Now we can hardly wait to watch on one of the actual event days this 31 May 2011!

Majestic

2011-05-12T17:00:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed the historic royal wedding week last month that I got myself this pictorial magazine for my collection ;)

Mummy

2011-05-08T18:37:00.000-07:00

The Red Velvet Cake

Dd and I did an impromptu Mother's Day dinner at home for our beloved mama & nini bini ;) Every set-ups was impromptu but we did it well and funner.

The table set-ups, rose petals from my mum's garden ;)

"Loving you is like food to my soul.." - Song For Mama by Boyz II Men

Zary Jane

2011-05-05T02:52:00.000-07:00

I finally got my very own surfboard. It's so pretty! I named it Zary Jane ;) Can't wait to hit the beach!

Puddycat & Zary Jane..cute!

Oh hey, follow me on Twitter : ZaryJane

Yellow Light

2011-05-02T18:38:00.000-07:00

I've been goin' out with my best buddies lately, so since we had a lot of catch-ups to do, we met up over dinner the other night and enjoyed our selves with our updates. One of the major agendas was about a psycho obsessed stalker whom has been haunting him for 24/7. Haha! Scary yet funny. hehe..! Then I consoled him with my mom's advise, "Sabar saja, dugaan orang lawa tu". Poor guy...hehe. Nevertheless, I've been enjoying our movie night outs together and I'm glad to have them around as being crazy as I am too. hehehe...hehe!

Last Sunday, RBTS held a family picnic at the Serasa Beach. I have won 1st Place in the Golf Hole-In-One mini-tournament! and 2nd place in the cleaning campaign contest (many thanks to Azie & Fae for the top-ups of trashes..hehe)

The golf challenge, it was organized for the Males only. I wanted to be in the game, so I demanded the game to be opened for the ladies too by tellin' them jgn sexist! hehe...and so, the committee agreed & allowed it...hehe!

This month, I rewarded myself with a new cool pair of boots! ;p

Essentials

2011-04-25T18:00:00.000-07:00

Ok, people or mostly my male friends have always been wondering what it s in my backpack that I've always carried around, especially during the weekdays. So, ta-da...! hehe

I wanna dance with Tae Yang one day :)

Blessing In Disguise

2011-04-24T21:35:00.000-07:00

It’s April..!

Truth be told, it’s actually the month of last year (2010) when I’ve made the biggest decision to really ‘move-on’, put all the depression behind. And so for the past one year, I’m still embracing my singlehood with a lot of things to thank to Allah for.

It would be a lie if I were to say that I don’t miss the affection of love in a relationship. Being single is something that I would never ever thought of until it really happened. There are times that my loneliness is just unbearable. But hey, with doa, I will not give up hope for whoever Allah jodohkan me with.

I never thought of meeting up Syahmi at the airport on early week of January. Luckily, I had a mini bottle of Jellybeans that I shared with the kids. So they were Jellybeans High..hehe…like seriously..I’m glad that I spent for half and hour with them..The part that I’m touched about was when his mummy told me that he still remembers me. Before I left the airport, Syahmi hugged me so tightly..he’s still so adorably chubby. And I met them d JP too ;)

I love surprises..! Not a prank one… I was missing Sasya so badly, and then one day (26 January 2011) she did a surprise visit and brought a pink rose and surprised me at my office! I was so psyched. She intentionally didn’t wanna tell me that she has landed in Brunei on the day before and surprised me with the visit. She was on her 2 weeks leave before flying back to UK.

I finally got myself Rollerblades ;)

Guess what I was saying ‘yes’ to? Last 26 February 2011, Infusion Media approached me and asked if I wanna be a part of their video project. And so, I set my conditions and agreed to do it. Well, Infusion Media crews are my good friends that I’m flattered to do the favour for saja-saja. At first, I didn’t really have the idea of the outcome because it was a short notice, and we didn’t rehearse at all that we just went for it, until it was released in their facebook page a week later...hehe..We had fun, Dayah was my unofficial appointed Manager that I kept on saying “I love my Manager” over and over again throughout the day. Haha! click picture to view the video..

i came up with “Breakfast at Tiffany’s” themed dinner party for Dd’s 24^th birthday last February. I prepared the whole thing all by myself and pulled it off well - Mission Accomplished!

“Reminiscing Childhood at JP” themed birthday party was for our dearest bestfriend, Mr. Al Tono a.k.a. Ali. Me, Fizah and Ali really had a good time together, and one of the most best parts of our day was when we waved at Sultan as his car melintas at I’d say a close distance from where we stood by the road.

Paintball ain’t for the puss! Yea that’s what I’m sayin’. Me & Fizah joined Nazeeb’s team (Team Samseng) in the Brunei Social Paintball Tournament in Miri last 4^thof April. We kicked-ass! It was a battle of 6 teams and we got in the 2^ndplace! I look forward for the next tournament!

my paintball masks!

We love GTR R35..! Jin Hou invited me to the showroom and I brought my friends along and the car is just to die for! And I’d like to have it in red or dark blue, if I may. As crazy as it sounds, I have made my projection budget of saving $10 per day for 52 years….haha! Never gonna happen, indeed. Crazy calculation for the crazy car. Dope! ;p

JUSTIN BIEBER! I love Justin Bieber. Thankful for the sneak peek week prior to the premier date on the 14^th April at cinema, I went watching with my friends on the 1^st day and then with my sister on the 2^nd day and alone on the following days, yes, days…I can’t get enough. It’s not about the hair; it’s not about his age or what have you. But in my defence, I love Justin Bieber because he’s super talented, and he’s a hot grown man now (hehe..). Honestly speaking, I love watching his music videos because I love to watch his affection towards the girls, so corny but hey, I miss all that in my life. I know the equation of me + Justin Bieber equals to ‘impossible’ (me + Justin Bieber = Impossible). Haha! Selena Gomez is a one lucky lady. Ok, that’s all. Fullstop.

We participated in the walkathon for the World Autism Awareness day last 1^st April. Me & Fizah came a little bit late, but we walked…short-cut tapinya..hehe. And then after that we went out for breakfast with the others and then me & Fizah went jalan-jalan (to the Ghost House (at the indoor stadium, chali but siuk!)-hair saloon at Qlap;-the mall). So much for our Saturday.

Work has been extra-ordinarily hectic this moment (i.e. towards BRIDEX 2011). Therefore, vacation soon after BRIDEX is indeed in planning for me and Fizah.

There’s something about me that people should know:

I don’t choose friends but I chose close-friends, I just have to. Like in relationship, we know who we want to spend our whole life with, so, same goes to my friendship, I filter based on the personality-wise. Personality does matter to me. Dig that!

You funk with my heart or in other words, if you messed with me, I don’t give a shit about you no more. I mean it, coz I’ve had enough already.

Oh one more thing. I’m so proud of our beloved Deputy CEO for being one of the 50 leading women in the Asia-Pacific! She rocks! Check this out too, http://www.advance.org/rosmawati-manaf/

Until next post! ;)

End of April is Secretary’s Day. I look forward to celebrate it with my girlfriends!

Tenacity

2011-01-18T19:30:00.000-08:00

Lets talk about my new year's resolutions, shall we? : )

1. Still wish to be a kick-ass lady.

2. Revamping my savings.

3. To eat slowly.

4. To drive my car like a real lady? hehe...

5. To reassemble and install tia my chandelier for my bedroom yang i bought 3 years ago.

6. To get a new mattress for my bed (coz i've been using my divorced parents mattress yang they had since they got married in 1982. And i'm still looking for a queen-size mattress yang nada spring. So, it's a high-time to change with a new one already).

7. Hoping to send bad people off to Bermuda Triangle is just what I've got to cross-off from my prolong list. The reason being is due to after watching Gulliver's Twist, Bermuda Triangle is not a bad place after all. Those mini people in that kingdom constructed buildings so amazingly mind-blowing, iatah macam siuk!

So what to do with bad people instead? Doa kan saja baik-baik :p or hantar saja ke sungai yang banyak buaya. Hehe

8. To cook better like Jamie Oliver, Nigella, Kylie Kwong, Anna Olsen & Michael Smith.. hehe

9. To learn and practice languages (French, Spanish, Slavic (Russian), Turkish, Italian, German and Chinese). It would be cool to speak to the exhibitors from those countries in the upcoming BRIDEX 2011.

Momentous 2010

2011-01-15T22:51:00.000-08:00

I am glad and thankful that Brunei Darussalam has formed Dharar Syari’e, helps victims whom are abused in whatsoever level of violence it may be (i.e. emotionally, mentally or physically).

As for my case, the 423 days of abusive relationship that I have finally gotten out from is the biggest achievement in my very own personal life; although Dharar Syari’e was not there yet.

So ladies, if you’re being mistreated with harassment or humiliation by your man, do not hesitate to lodge your report to the authority immediately. Bear in mind, never ever try to do something stupid but by doing the right thing when those emotionally, mentally or worse, physically abuses occurred to you.

From the period of February 2009 until January - March 2010 was a struggle for me. Gratefully, being strong and pulling up myself together as how I should be has become my pride as a valuable person refusing depression to conquer my spirit to stand tall.

Human spirit cannot be broken, so stand your ground with whatever you believe in.

Ok, my 2010 my 2010 my 2010….

1. April was when I finally decided to love myself as I have fought my own battle ON MY OWN, trying to fight for an unworthy traitor that shattered the dreams of love and almost ruining my life into pieces. He’s forgiven but I will never ever forget. Deuces!

2. Tennis, Futsal, Badminton, Table Tennis, Swimming, Archery are my ongoing endorphin sporty activities that I’m enjoying so far, Surfing is one of the activities too, and I’m also taking a once a week dance class with the intention of the preparation for the future to dance for my man’s eyes only ; )

3. I’ve overcome my fears: deep water, the waves, mirror in my bedroom, and park my car in the basement (at my work place). Unfortunately, I’m still afraid of the dark and h.a.n.t.u… :p

4. Aside from the Masehi date of my birthday, May, rupanya on the 29 May 2010, my Dad has a new born baby girl, so she’s my little sister lah..Actually, me and Dd found it out in June. Her name is Nurin Nabilah. My Dad calls her Baby. I can hardly wait for her to grow up and imma take her out shopping and we’ll surely have a lot of girlie fun times together! ;)

5. Ramadhan 1431H was so remarkably fun! Sungkai with friends, Sahur with friends and the most unforgettable moment was Terawih with friends (especially with Sasya & Ady) that we went to different mosques together.

6. One of the greatest parts about my Syawal was my Duit Raya which was surprisingly banyak-er than the previous year! Rezeki Allah…hehe

7. Sometime in September, I’ve came up with my ghetto name, Sara Jane, coz I like my dearest girlfriend’s name, Sara. Hehe! Jangan jadi too serious in life…

8. My colleagues and I supported the Breast Cancer Awareness last October.

9. I have new cuddly static companion in my room (Puddycat & Stewie G).

Stewie G. Puddycat

10. I was sent to Jakarta last November with my fellow colleagues for work and I love Jakarta so much and wish to go there again for a vacation. I miss Jakarta, and I love shopping alone in Singapore, i miss that... (And then stranded lagi, iatah siuk ;p ).

11. Besides spending times with friends, my close friends and I have been enjoying the DVD nights and sleepovers at my place. For almost every weekends sudah : )

12. I stayed overnight in the woods during RBTS Summer Camp last December. RBTS Summer Camp was a one heck of fun experience. Especially karaoke till 2am, di hutan..hehe. Well, actually it was at Berakas Recreational Beach/Camping Area…there are chalets, no hantu, iatah I had no fear that I stayed overnight with the others who stayed.

Basically I managed to balance the time of my life between my careerhood, my family, my friends and most importantly, myself.

Although I’m a workaholic during the weekdays, but I always enjoy coffee-after-work and movies with my friends either after work or during the weekends too.

Nonetheless, im keepin' up the funner, joyous and excruciating moments revolving around me. I've been loving for even more especially on spending time with beloved friends (I love you all boys & girls!).

Love and support from all of my friends and family are the fundamental to my bliss that helped me to move on very well. Alhamdulillah so very much for that. ; )

My most vital 2010 agenda is Sasya Ismail. She means the world to me. She's my true best-friend that Allah sent to me. :')

Bliss to me is being at home, with home-cooked meal, the TV, the books, and then go out spending my times with friends and share laughter and go home happy. : )

A full and buzy life is a mixed blessing actually. The word Happy-Go-Lucky is what every one of us wants to adapt in life as it plays an important part in our daily life.

Wanna know my secret? ; ) In order to collect and store good feelings and ever since I’ve chosen to follow my bliss, I‘ve started listing a Happiness List (either in written or in my mind), for example listing out of what happened today which makes me feel good about. And then, whenever I need a boost, I’d read through the list and enjoy my good feelings all over again. Believe me, it works. Especially realizing the exhilaration of how eminent Allah’s kuasa is.

I had the greatest end of 2010 and the beginning of 2011! *wink-wink to my beloved best-friends, coz you guys know what I mean..wink-wink*

I ain’t gonna look for a man, but I will be found by The Man with great personality who’s gonna guide me and treat me well with honour, respect and love, insyAllah amin

My doa is I’m hoping to settle down in the years to come with love and success. I deserve a better man, I mean a way way way better man for a life partner coz I believe Allah always has a better plan for me.

Till next time ; ) Loves!

*Ehem-Ehem*
This note goes to one of my beloved girlfriends, Azrina, I know you’re reading this, Alhamdulillah and an utmost congratulations to you and your beloved fiancé on your engagement day (02 January 2011).

I wanna get my own rollerblades

Fun Funds

2010-11-05T03:22:00.000-07:00

I'm loving these fabolous procelin money boxes! Shoes Fund, Handbag Fund, Treat Fund & Travel Fund. Perfect for how I wanna save aside of my money for getting my favourite 4 types of particulars in a fabolous way. Yay!

Space

2010-09-22T16:54:00.001-07:00

Ok, it has been totally a while since I've written! Like, o m g (haha! dramatic much).

Hi there y'all...

From July to October, a lot of things and activities scattering in my very own personal schedule.

Last September, I've finally decided to get my bedroom a mirror. I had this 22% ridiculous phobia, that ever since I permanently live in Tutong, I would never ever put a mirror in my bedroom and would only have one by the time I get married with 'the man'. Now, when I realized that my life totally has changed that I've decided to overcome the fear of "say-mary-3x-in-which-she-is-said-to-appear-in-a-mirror-when-her name-is-called-three-times-phobia" and just got myself the classy wall mirror... hehe...that was the whole point, actually. The Bloody Mary Times 3 (3x) ;p
My life has been so good that I just can't thank enough to Allah for everything. I'm loving the space that I very much needed. I've got to love myself so very much, my family & my beloved friends whom deserve the love that I nurture for everyone one of them...

It's towards the end of the year now. I think that I'm only gonna be alone with no man till the rest of my life, hence, I'm only gonna try to adopt a Russian baby girl that I'm gonna teach her Tennis (sounds ridiculous and stupid, but so what...i want it..). On a serious note, what makes me a little bit depressed is that I wish to know how my own baby would look like if I had one...sigh..I'll leave it all to Allah then...

Remember boys, Women are not an object. Honour your girl with love and respect especially by not violating her with irrational restrictions, and avoid abusive relationship as LOVE in Islam is always indah...be drama-free....wheeeeeeeeeeee....! ;)

I miss Anef Athens & Sasya so very much.....! :'( and do love your Breasts as this month is actually Breasts Cancer Awareness Month! Support Pink Ribbon!

Along Came The Who

2010-07-07T22:02:00.000-07:00

Ever wonder of how incredible life is, especially yang full of surprises? and it all depends on how ones dealing with it. Well, in my case, imma embrace it with full tawakal in order to getting to know myself way better. That's just what it's all about.

Well, hi there.. :)

Many stories to share in this so-called virtual diary of mine :)

First agenda, 20th June: my buddy-buddy and I celebrated Han's birthday liat movie and liat sunset. We had joyous time together. ;)

This is my fave pic of the day (me & Ady)

On the 25th June: RBTS hosted Charity Fun Day with KACA and I volunteered myself jadi the emcee during the game show towards the end of the event. It was fun especially seeing all of the kids and semua org happily enjoying every moment that ptg. Rano, ckp to me "active jua, sdh minum Red Bull?" then I answered "balum"...entah cemana kah my activeness would be like if I drank Red Bull ah...ganas...hehe ;p

I had my girls sleepover last Friday at Centrepoint Hotel and at the same time, got to spend times with my friends of different groups (luckily, i managed to divide the time fairly just in order to be with these few groups of my dearest friends just in one night) hehe.. ;)

I had my Futsal yesterday. I set-up the teams' names; Team Barbie VS. Team Lego. hehe! it was so funny yesterday atu when everyone was so pacah-pacah..haha! I was the only girl playing and I've scored 2 biji..!. Just right after my Futsal, I went straight to my dance class. Although I was approximately 45mins late but I was able to catch up the new dance move tarus! So it's a "YAY!" for me. ;p

The night before, Anef invited me to his family's dinner function at his residence. He picked me up from work and then kami tarus assisting the family with the preparation. It was so fun and banyak chali-chali throughout the night. Iatah siuk, plus Dina was there too, iatah pacah when we betamu...hehe

Oh I can't wait to surf again, as the wave ada sikit sdh now. :)

My own world of World Cup updates:

Switzerland is still in my heart..hehe...Go Netherlands!! my Holland... ;)

I've came up with this quote below:

"A lady is like a flower, a man is like a bee, then together ada honey..."

switZARland

2010-06-19T02:12:00.000-07:00

Switzerland has defeated Spain...! hehe

Last Wednesday, our beloved DCE hosted another Ladies Luncheon in honour to celebrate our careerhood and also the post Mothers' Day too.
I went to Tasek for my ECA then straight away to my dance class and then I've gone swimming and then watched happily the football match between my Switzerland vs. Spain...!

Ok, overall, i'm only talkin about my last Wednesday...hehe

I wanna have my own surfboard

Swiss

2010-06-10T23:33:00.000-07:00

My Dear Virtual Diary…hehe

Seemed like the time flies in just a blink of my eyes, coz we're in the middle of the year already. Ok, for my June 2010 updates, I'd say the best part in my life is that I’m doin so fine, like gratefully fine! Stronger is the just the right word. Alhamdulillah! Coz Allah adil ;)

Ok, I’ve been getting myself out & about and hands on AGAIN in I’d say something fun, challenging & adventurous activities.

1. I surf now! Yes, my friend, Namirul is my trainer. Since there’s no big wave yet, iatah I paddle saja until to the deep water. And I love menyalam d pantai too! I wish to have my own surfboard nanti.

2. Gone swimming almost everyday!

3. I played Futsal the other day, aku pandai! or handal! I've got the skills masih! hehe :p

4. My dance class is getting joie de vivre! This week, our dance choreographer emphasized us to bring the inner PCD in us. Nice!

5. 06 June, Zahira & I volunteered ourselves selling cupcakes that belongs to Ady’s best friend, Red, at the Stadium.

6. 12 June - Great time for Girls Sleepover at the Empire with Sasya, Nurul & Fifi during the weekend.. ;)

What else...hmmm....? more to come! ;D

And as for my post birthday, my groups of friends kindly enough hosting movie night out, coffee after work. dinner and lunch, in which I just couldn't thank them enough ;’)

And one of my birthday presents I got this year yang I love is the one yang from Bella. She got me cosmetics for my lips, just what I needed iatah inda payah bali ;)

And And And...on the 03 June 2010, my sister texted me and asked me for a sushi-date! I egoistically ignored her for 7 months pasal ia derhaka, skali of course i missed her from time to time, then somehow i believe she misses me and she loves me iatah kami in good terms now...hehe :p and yes, i love her too ;')

World Cup fever is on and I firmly have chosen to support Switzerland because of Eren Derdiyok. Hehe…I knew him as I was scanning through my friend’s Panini World Cup Sticker Book for me to choose the country that I wanted to support. :p

"When the dreams you've shattered by your cruel betrayal, that doesn't mean my life is in ruin. Ask yourself, which part of Allah maha adil & maha Bijaksana u don't understand?"

Drama Free

2010-05-28T21:32:00.000-07:00

May Day! May Day! May Day!
hehe..dramatic... :p

So much goin on in my own wonderland this May 2010 so far:

Gym - letting my imaginations running wild as if being a runaway model on the treadmill..hehe! :p

Swimming - Mermaid-in-training..hehe...oh i love meyalam2 batah2 in the water now.. ;)

HipHop Dance Class - Every once a week!

High Heels! - It has been 5 months sdh since i last bought kasut! hehe.

My 10 May - In loving memory of my love-life's anniversary.

My 27 May - My pre-25th birthday. Why 'pre'? Coz, 7th Ramadhan is my official birthday which will falls on the 17th August 2010 (Sama like Anef's & Zahira's birthday!) ;)

The night before my birthday, I met up my Dina after my dance class, and so I spent time for a heart-to-heart talking session with her and we also felt like as if ada Anef's presence too. ;) He'll be coming back to the homeland sometime next month. yay!

So, yesterday...was my birthday...i'm still so overwhelm by all the warmth mutual birthday celebration by my beloved families & my beloved friends! I feel so blessed and loved & respect by all of the people around me (from jauh and yg hampir) Alhamdulillah!

And just few minutes ago, as I walked in d CB, my fellow friends of CB staffs sang a Happy Birthday song to me and the other crowd of customers pun ikut cheering too! How cool was that! So So So COOL! Overwhelm i could cry for all of these joyous moment. :') Alhamdulillah.

"Age is just a number. Embracing life with Tawakal to Allah is what matter"

Oh hey, I accept my dugaan sincerely with patience coz I have faith in the beauty of Allah's hikmah n fate in every single thing I have had encountered. Blessing for my ultimate happiness & ultimate satisfaction in life dunia ahirat for me = Blast from the past, baby ;)

Permisi Miss!

2010-04-25T20:21:00.000-07:00

This month, I rewarded myself in conjuction to the Secretary's Week and ada fashion show too last Saturday at Seasons.

Since my coffee-date with Meezah, Reezah and Marlina has been postponed since last February, so I've decided inviting them to join me celebrating the Secretary's Week ;) Unfortunately, Lina couldn't come coz she kerja. The fashion show was just a so-so though, but the models were stunning and i love their sexy high-heels and and their make-ups too coz lawa and ngam. Overall, we had fashionably-fun together ;)

Meezah, Me & Reezah

But we'll plan for our coffee-date soon.

Yesterday, I went out with my girlfriends (Tuty, Fizah & Zahirah) for our shopping-date + coffee-date. Yang chalinya, we were expecting to get items like brabis, but then, we nada bnyk bali barang..hehe..but the good thing was that we did not over-splurge this time. Iatah bagus! and that's hebat, yes? :)

Skali, we are planning to go to Miri by end of this May, insyAllah, shopping.

How I wish I can get the items from the magazines just by clicking the ones I want..kan very nice...*day-dreamin'*

oh, I love Zuhair Murad's designs! Seriously, I would wear his collections everyday if I may. :')

Eh Litterbugs!

2010-04-19T18:04:00.000-07:00

Almost everything late saja today.

1. I came a lil bit late to work this morning but I compensated the time pasal Integrity..ok..hehe

2. Breakfast at Twelv with my girlfriends at 10am (Oh My…! :s ). Luckily, I ate my SNICKERS earlier on, if inda, I would feel like dying of starvation..? :s hehe..dramatic! Then we reminisced our vacation to Vietnam last year. All we ever wanted is another vacation but the matter is 'when'. :(

This is CBTL d Vietnam...i giggled when I took this picture..hehe

Eh, wait se-minute…! only 2 perkara jua saja yg ‘late’..hehe..i exaggerated..!

Why am I talking like this kan…? :p

On my way back home, I just couldn’t stop glancing at the night sky tadi coz the moon is so pretty tonight, mcm a smile, iatah I smiled saja…how I wish I ada a telescope by now.. I must have it before I die! Yes, insyAllah I’m gonna buy it!

Oh, i wanna volunteer myself to arrest & summon of $5000 (or $500? hehe!) for litterbugs di Brunei! I'm pretty serious about this!

Dutch Ya Know?

2010-04-15T05:33:00.000-07:00

As soon as I arrived home, I did my dance routine before I hit the shower. This week I’m so into Britney Spears’s Overprotected dance choreography (Ladies, I advise you to ikut the dance move yg Britney’s, coz I seriously think that she’s the best dancer ever as proven in most of her music videos) Oh hey, this is a getting-in-shape advise, ok.. :)

Sebenarnya, I love the shape of Dutch Lady punya bottle, ani baru tah dumb-bell nama nya! and I love drinkin’ milk although I’m not a baby girl anymore…I love milk, I love milk, I love milk…!!! Hehehe…what?

Anyways, today I had my brunch in the office iatah I was not too hungry anymore for lunch break time. So, I brought my girlfriend to Yaya as we wanna ‘cuci mata’.

Iatah today, I emphasize banar2 as I realized for the definition of ‘Cuci Mata’ from the perspective of the 2 different worlds of the sexes; hehe…

Cuci Mata is
Boys: Liat chicks or alai
Girls: Window shopping.

Aha!

This is so banar! This isn’t theory boys & girls, but it is the truthful practical ;) *ai-yai-yai*

Well anyways, banyak kami target for the items to buy that we rather wait for our payday yg gonna happen NEXT WEEK! yay! Let today be the financial planning and when the day has come baru tah the exact retail-therapy, asal kan inda over-spending.. ok boys & girls…? :p

Oh, I‘ve just seriously realized that I have been munching SNICKERS for almost every day now, since February…banar…. hmm..sweet tooth of mine..addiction yg inda payah ke rehab..hehe. ok, boys & girls. Stay safe wherever you are ;)

Btw: Yaya is Yayasan. :)

Da Vinci's No Code

2010-04-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

Today, they drew me heart shape yg quite better :)

The first time i asked them to draw was only like this (picture below) I bagi 2.21/10 for the scale :) kesian.

Actually, I have taken picture of my latte too yg last Friday (and yes, I forced them to draw me something, I forced them to surprise me..hehe..) it was only like a marble-spiderweb but unfortunately, I ter-deleted the picture!

Iatah i've just given them idea of drawings for them to surprise me in every of my latte nanti..hehe...

***
I had lunch with my other friends d FDL today. With this other group of my dearest friends ani, we've never talked about our own personal lives..hehe..as mostly nya we've talked about something else or someone else, per say, hehe! iatah chali-chali and good times tapinya... (but not entirely mengumpat! krg masuk neraka nada chali...nauzubillah! :p ).

Well, what's up tomorrow...? Death? :) Peace y'all!

"watching Pundan amazes me :) "

Other Side

2010-04-12T20:01:00.000-07:00

I didn’t exactly know where to go for my lunch today and so I’ve decided asking my friends and they kindly brought me to tag along with them to Sumbangsih Mulia.

Actually, I have a serious hygiene concern that I have had to be selective for eatery places :s So, i thought, hey imma give it a shot.. :)

When we arrived disana, I felt like mcm bukan d Brunei.. awu….

We picked out where we wanted to buy our meal and prior to that, of course, we did the hygiene-wise selection.

And then we looked for tmpt duduk.

While enjoying our meals, they shared their opinions upon their preference for being there. Besides affordable, convenient eatery court and bnyk selection of Bruneian typical food, etc, they told me that pernah one afternoon they went there then ada live band and org nyanyi arah the stage and then bnyk org cheering. I laughed out loud when they cerita-cerita to me as they were exaggerating with their stories as if ada this makcik pernah performed overly smpi kononnya she took off her head-scarf and so. Haha! Iatah chali!

This is just one of the particular things that really have opened up my eyes to see the outside world, especially for being with circle of friends. Only certain people know what and why…and with that, I will never ever let anyone to violate my choice of doing the things that i wanna do as long as i know to compare yg baik or inda baik ad as long as inda crossin' the line! *phew!*

And am so grateful for having people who really care for me! Banyak org really really really care for me! May Allah bless us all :')

This is the miniEST Red Velvet with Creme-Cheese yg I ordered and batah tunggu for the delivery from a friend of mine. Luckily I ordered 2 sets ($2x5pieces) that I shared it with Dina (so that Dina inda minta mine) and luckily the miniEST cupcakes ani nyaman so it was like a worth of long waiting. Sekali ada lagi size nya yg tiny tu, size nya like my nose. hehe...!

Secret Garden

2010-04-05T17:13:00.000-07:00

I picked these roses from my mum's garden..again..I brought it to my office for every once a week now. *happy!*

Ani yg mine last week

My blog has turn 2 today. (2nd Anniversary) Ok. bye

& I wanna have my own secret garden

Brunei Fashion Week

2010-03-21T20:23:00.000-07:00

Pardon me for the blurry picture of me & my ladies who were also attend that night.

My date was Hidayah. She got the invitation from Elricco for the Songket Wedding Showcase last 13 March 2010 at Manggis Mall Ballroom. We called it Brunei Fashion Week. My comment is that there is only one designer's collection that I adore coz the designs are mcm ada Bernard Chandran's touch. I can't wait for the next episode 2 fashion show.

Me, Hidayah & Elricco (the showcase organiser)

"Islam honours women. So my dear man, where do you stand with your slander to your own lady?"

Allah is not unaware of what you do.

Pwada

2010-02-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

I met Anef and we had dinner at Twelv and I had to forced for pictures of us to be taken coz I really wanted it ever since he d Brunei! Coz he'll be going back to KL very-very soon :'(

Anef gave me his Prada coz he still loves his D&G purse. For all this while, my man and now Anef too are the reason why I'm emphasizing a mission to abolish or not to buy nor keep fake branded items coz the fakes atu so shitty and makes u look shitty too. In Brunei saja, I rather have the orginal branded bags such as Guess or Charles & Keith or Vincci or Summit or Iora...biasa but inda shitty! kan boys & girls.....???? :) (iatah i inda guna the 2 fake bags lagi! Buang! or i'll tunu saja! hehe :p )

Yesterday, I rescued this little birdie yang masuk in my house. But ia inda mau let go his tiny claws off my palm when I tried to free him suruh fly away...i gosok-gosok his head and cakap-cakap to him (ain't a crazy thing to do, believe me...) and I pajal-pajal then he flew away...but landing ya to the ground inda jauh from where I stood.

"Stop crying, kuluk sdh mua mu atu (trikah tia by smiling)" - Anef Athens

Tag That

2010-02-23T07:27:00.000-08:00

I found my SPICE GIRLS Pencilcase. I bought it in 1998 or 1999 kh. 10-year++ but still in good quality! I can't wait to use it nanti ;)

It's Tuesday, I've spent my day reading my book, lookin' for my other Spice Girls items esp the Impulse SPICE GIRLS Deodorant Spray but I still haven't found it, i'm sure it's still somewhere.. and other than that, I just found out something new & fishy..so obviously fishy tagging...

"Allah is not unaware of what you do"

Anti-Slander

2010-02-20T08:25:00.000-08:00

Anef & I went to the Mall today, for the first time we jln to the Mall together..! hehe.. and we ended up ke Swensen afterwards nya. He doesn't want his picture to be taken coz he doesn't like the Mall. Iatah he gmbr aku saja. Anef Athens is my dearest brotherly-sisterly friend and I hope flight nya ke KL nanti balik-balik delayed smpi he fed-ups and inda jadi kan ke KL and stay d Brunei Darussalam The Kingdom of Unexpected Treasure ini..hehe!

Biar this picture reminds me of my time d the Mall with Anef ;p

Well, last Thursday, I was wearing tudung abaya that I had to lilit-lilit all over my head to wear it right. I screwed it up smpi I looked like 'entah mcm apakah' and that I was so in need of extra pins. Kali I checked for the pins in my car and I found my other jewelleries yang rupanya I've been keeping it in my car in which I thought I've misplaced them. Ish-Ish-Ishhhh..hehe..

And this friend of his, ia bitchy and getting dumber coz i bet because of his life has fallen apart iatah kalah perempuan bitchy nya trying to manipulate my man esp by his wrong judgement as if he knows 'what really happened'. Well, I refuse to waste my time to be sedih-sedih over his stupidity of action atu coz after all, he's a pathetic loser, no doubt. Ia mcm org minyak tu..Astah!

I love my man for no matter what, patiently. That's how I move on.

I wanna send that pathetic loser/org minyak atu to Bermuda Triangle!

BAR813

2010-02-16T19:48:00.000-08:00

I attended ITB info day last Saturday, 13 Feb and I have acquired the informations I needed and pretty much ready for my next move! InsyAllah and amin.

Me & Mizah

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I went to Rachy's CNY Open House with my girlfriends yesterday. We had a great conversation and laugh together, in which, at least, it heals my sober emotions yang so unwanted atu :')

Dayah, Zahirah Rachel, Fizah & Me[my eyes chali here..boo..]

Part of our talks were about when I was on my way to bandar that afternoon, then I saw this new car with plate license no. BAB1018 (notice the highlighted letters & number?) hehe...while were eating, Zahirah ckp that she can't wait for 'BAR' coz it would be cool to have BAR813 for BARBIE! and she said she would change her Mini Cooper jadi pink too...and yang siuk too, when me and Zahirah were talkin' about Disney-Disney and we saw this castle (rumah orang along the way Dayah's residence..hehe) and we were feeling like we were in the fairy-tale world of Disney..hehe chali but siuk rasanya..!

Then this morning me and Dayah were talkin' about it and rupanya she also has the desire to obtain the plate license no. BAR813 nanti too...like uh-oh..and we even tarus calculate the time-frame for 'BAR' to be released nanti like approximately in 4-5 years time from now..hehe...ertinya, we have to berabut and amin tah Zahirah and Dayah inda ingat about it nanti..hehe! (Astaa, sorry Ya Allah :s )

Oh Hey, Fake Longchamp and Fake Marc Jacobs are now available in Brunei..like wth?! Ish!

I patiently love my only soulmate for no matter what; the key is patience and bnyk doa sincerely.

The world is still spinnin' ; My prayer to Allah got me no trippin' ; for as long as I'm still breathin'

"Patience is my strength, Doa is my weapon"

2010-02-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

I'm so hands on my new book ani. It has the answer to my curiosity on how the Saudi’s women are livin’ in this modern era. There are parts that are similar to the tragic that had happened in my life (lovelife wise), well, it’s an entertaining read though, that’s for sure.

I attended my cousin's wedding today and I bumped into Feezah. She is more like a mutual-soul sister to me whom was there when I needed advice. She's getting married this June. May Allah bless her lovelife with the love to cherish and happiness till ahir hayat. Amin ;')

Honour

2010-02-03T23:53:00.000-08:00

I went to the appreciation dinner for Era at Jerudong Polo Club. Era has made a remarkable history for Bruneian. As a matter of fact, both Era and Aniza really are 2 outstanding young women who have proved extraordinary courage, determination and bravery in the most adventurous activity as such.

"Nothing is beyond reach" - PAP Masna

“Patience is a virtue, Virtue is a grace; Both put together Make a very pretty face” - Anonymous

Love Story

2010-01-28T20:06:00.000-08:00

Zainul Asnawi, why did you heartlessly fitnah me?

I've been asking this question ever since you started mefitnah.

It's so ironic that you're still accusing me with your devilish imaginations u made up that I'm enjoying myself with a pencuri who steals me away from you or asgar or org office yang you non-stop mefitnah me with as to cover-up your dishonesty & disloyalty???

And it's so ridiculously ironic that you accused me of how devastated you are that I lied, when evidently you were the one who lied to me that I've always found them out. Well baby, I should be the one saying that to you of how devastated I am with your lies & dishonesty and how shattered I really am by your dreadful behaviour and infidelity.

It's so cocky of you for being way so dramatic for tunjuk lagak and ego in your facebook as if you could cover-up your mess by telling it publicly to the whole wide world and unfortunately, it was so phony and untrue. Plus, there’s this your dumb friend of yours who was a pathetic with his judgment on my sarcasm theory in response to what you’ve displayed in your fb yg after what happened last Saturday in which he truly doesn’t know what really-really-really happened. And for that matter too, I took off with your hp & itouch just wanted to check what was really goin on with your hurtful treatment towards me over the week. My instinct was right and I was then so shattered that I refused to drive back to bc5 coz I didnt wanna make a dramatic scene in front of your friends. Get it?

It just portrays you so low, my dearest Zainul Asnawi. Because, like myself, I only rather telling it to few particular individuals coz it's Maruah.

You anyaia aku cematu but I'm grateful of how miraculous Allah's kuasa and assistance that proved your lies a.k.a infidelity clearer.

Please do think of why I'm tremendously patience with your awful mistreatments and violations for the whole 1 year through. Let me tell you the reasons why, I stand up for myself and our relationship against all of your dreadful fitnah that you've been showering me with as I also believe in myself that with Allah's kuasa you'll sadar and regret for all the wrongdoings that you've proudly done with egoism. I dont give a damn about us being almost 10 years but the moments we share and cherish our love together yg matter the most! And I believe that one day you'll change into a better Zainul that you've always been like before.

I wouldn't even dare to inform to the whole wide world of the worst part of your psychotic-breakdown that you've done to me. But evidently, I only have been voicing it out to few particular individuals respectively, coz it's Maruah!

I've been so sabar enough. Too bad that you're still so blind to see the truth of my obvious proven loyalty and faithfulness in loving you so patiently.

I listened to these particular individuals whom have had advised me to not being stupid letting you violating me in no time, but unfortunately you claimed that I melawan whenever you dreadfully hina aku with your fitnah. Well hunny, it's not melawan but I stood up for myself coz I still have my pride that I’m so against your heartless and ruthless accusations.

I'm so glad and grateful enough that I would have never done anything that might harm my lovelife with you, Zainul. If I were banar-banar to have done anything in one of your accusations, I would have left you awal disgracefully, logically kn?!

I'm grateful that I've never ever cheat on Zainul or I've never ever get myself involved in scandalous love affair. Only org nada maruah and nada otak saja yg would do such immorality. Basically, I would never ever get myself involved in INFIDELITY yang totally immoral and the ultimate betrayal of all.

My dearest Zainul Asnawi, all I ever need in my life is your love with your loyalty, honesty and integrity of how you've shown me like before you've changed into this horrible behaviour of yours. I stand up for myself and also for our lovelife together ani coz it's the most precious thing in my whole life and the life of the real you that I would never ever let anything or any factor to ever ruin it. I'm fighting for it with honour coz it's our pride. And all i ever asked for us is to have a normal lovelife without how u do me with ur total blind accusations coz that's drama! i don't do drama. I cried because i'm hurt emotionally & mentally. I cried because I'm hurt 'physically' too but unfortunately u judged me so wrong about me crying most of the time...sigh..

I love my real Zainul Asnawi for as long as I live.

The reason why I wrote and displayed this is because it’s time for me to act upon by clearing this out especially to those who judged me wrongly. I wanted to keep the problems personal but Zainul’s unwise action has forced me to stand my ground this way.

p.s: I’m glad banyak org doa yang baik-baik for my lovelife with Zainul. I’m grateful too for my lovelife being tested this way coz sooner or later all of the fitnah will be proven wrong. Therefore, I refuse to break-down and keep holding on to Allah. It’s just a matter of time.

Take A Bow

2010-01-26T19:11:00.000-08:00

I rewarded myself this month with an Archery gear! It's so cool as i've always been wanting to have the real gear & equipment and play the sport for real. It's a toy though like, the Nerf Gun.

I miss main Javelin.

p.s: Allah adil

Crocsku

2010-01-25T18:07:00.000-08:00

I finally have a pair of my own crocs...! I've been too selective to choose any crocs for my preference. Coz i wanna own yg nada bejual ampai2 d Brunei... Love the colour, love the comfortness when i put it on. I terimagine pakai main tennis with it..

I can't really smile sincerely at this moment coz I'm so shattered by the dreadful ultimate betrayal, infidelity and dishonesty by someone whom I seriously considered as my soulmate/life partner for life.

Allah The Almighty.

I wanna play Archery

Tennis For Real

2009-12-30T19:28:00.000-08:00

My times were spent perfectly worthwhile, I went to the museums and had tennis after that. I've always been wanting to be an Archeologist since I was a little girl because I naturally love History very much.

I enjoyed my 2hrs tennis game today. Sampai maroon bah my face but so siuk sekali di dunia! ;D

I wanna have Ralph Lauren Pink Pony Tennis Ball banyak-banyak!

No Facebook

2009-12-27T16:40:00.000-08:00

Facebook deactivation period: from 25th - 30th Dec 2009

My pre-dare at this moment is deactivating my Facebook for a week, at least. I decided to do this to foresee myself whether or not I'm addicted to Facebook, because I kinda dislike the need to spend some time, or most of the time per say, on Facebook every minute of everyday.

I wanna live in the real life with real activity of a life without facebook for 24/7... one of the worst part of the disadvantages is lalai yang tends to make you so unproductive-gloomy-behind the scene-boring person.

I wanna have PCD work-out DVD! ;)

Little Snow

2009-12-21T16:33:00.000-08:00

I went to the Winter Village at The Empire the other night. Unfortunately, the snow show was only about an hour drizzle of snow. It was not like how I imagined it earlier on. My wild imagination about it was drizzles of banyak snow from 8pm at least until 10pm or 12pm, ada snowy-breeze and ada Candy Canes! Cherry Candy Canes would be better.

Ciao for now.

This is the only centrepiece of the Winter Village that I adore

I wanna have my private getaway again & again...

Hamsterdam

2009-12-14T09:48:00.000-08:00

I'm having my breakfast at the Coffee Bean right now and while I'm here, I'm kinda having the inspiration to list down additional things in my 2010 resolutions, again.

Just an additional for my other wish-list, I 'd like to list down 3 countries that I'd like to visit one day:-

Amsterdam
Greece
LA / New York (USA)

I think I wanna have a Hamster and I'd like to name it Hamsterdam :)

The Dedication

2009-12-04T00:30:00.000-08:00

My bapa called me up tadi saja-saja just for wanting me to listen to a song over the phone that he dedicated to me katanya. It was lagu dangdut! haha! Adakah! chali! then ia ketawakan. Few hours later he came to my office and he gave me the mini-donuts, only for me! Yay!

I <3 Dad ku

The Other World

2009-11-26T04:10:00.000-08:00

Bonjour!

I’m taking my holiday for 2 days on-leave. The only major thing that I’m doing is watching my Beauty and the Beast dvd for over and over again. hah! Yes, replay balik-balik :p

I love Beauty and the Beast..! I have my reasons why and it’s my secret ;) ..and If I were to have an English name , i'd like to be named Belle or Alexis :p if!

I wanna tumbuk Gaston :)

Lady In The Magazine

2009-11-21T21:30:00.000-08:00

Being at home on Saturday morning, I decided to play around with my make-up today. I was trying to mimic as exactly as I could like the lady in the magazine cover. But the end result, I just didn’t know which label suits the most whether it’s an Egyptian-Look or Gothic or Killer-Look or Viva-Vampire Look..! Coz tadi when I showed it to my mum, she said mcm hantu and katanya hantu pun takut kali..haha!

So, I’d say it’s my Viva-Vampire look… :p

FYI: I’m sick of the famous Twilight phenomenon.

I wanna touch a rainbow..

Upgrade

2009-11-14T00:51:00.000-08:00

Knock-knock!

So many things goin on since last week and early this week too:-

1. Career upgraded.
2. Private life: im keepin it so private & real.
3. The beauty in my ugly side of anger is satisfactory. haha!

It has been like a rollercoaster ride at work, clearing the messy shits for the current reshuffle thingy.

On the other hand, I’m glad and still lovin’ my private life moment last weekend. So perfectly private! Awesome!

I’m so up to so many things now especially for a career change for my one-day-I-will wish hehe…it’s my hush-hush matter but I’d love to share the hint with you, my dear viewers…

Ta-Da..!

I wanna have my private getaway soon!

L-O-V-E

0% Triple 'H'

2009-10-20T23:49:00.000-07:00

-Pet Society -

I've been neglecting my pet, Zary, for few months sdh...poor baby... hehe

0% Hygiene, Health & Happiness.. Oops, my bad...

Sleep Baby, Sleep

2009-10-19T06:01:00.001-07:00

I love RBA cute pink coloured travel kit!

It comes with hand creams, lipbalm, mini toothpaste & cute toothbrush, hairbrush, CD case, a pair of socks & my favourite one is The Pink Satin Eye Mask!

Every night, I am used to sleep with the lights on coz I’m afraid of being alone in the dark even in my own room and when tidur, i had to cover my eyes with h** t-*****. ; )

Now that I have the eye-mask, but I will still keep the lights on though, I’m gonna sleep like a baby with my new sleeping gear!

Sweet dreams!

I wanna have more & more pillows.

Eye Heart Cucumber

2009-10-12T05:28:00.000-07:00

Whaddup?! ; )

Tadi during lunch break I cried over nada kereta and that McD so further away from Qlap. Haha! I am such a cryer! like, I would even cry over little petty things in anytime.. egg! (a.k.a talor!) hehe :p

Appear plg my unwanted eyebags… So, since my eyes sakit sudah for crying saja, it’s time to pamper the eyes with cucumber as commonly advisable : )

I added a little fun with my cucumber cut-outs by cutting them jadi heart shape.

On the other hand, I wanna have a magic mirror, not necessarily on the wall ;)

Ok, Peace!

Move

2009-10-11T17:13:00.000-07:00

I filled my weekend with all-by-myself this week by getting the buzz with my energy. Because my car by this Monday baru tah out from the workshop. Long story short; my dad brought jln my car one afternoon and a Penghulu hit my car. Very minor saja.

Since I have no companion to play tennis this week (last Monday saja..boo..), nada car to jalan-jalan either, I stayed at home, and rather than doing nothing, I came up with something to satisfy me and something fun for myself.

Just beyond your realization, house-chores are considered as an exercise too. Especially house cleaning. How so? You may ask. You’ll realize of how much movements and sweats when you’re sweeping the floor or vacuuming & melap-lap almari and so on.

So move your ass, Ladies and stop whining before you even begin with it or exasperating in your head of why women are meant to do such thing called house-chores (mythology speaking, per say) As a result, you’ll feel good about your body and you’ll feel the satisfaction for making your house a dust-free and clean ambiance.

Well, besides doing my weekly house-chores, today I did one of my preferred fitness workouts that is dancing.

I have fitness workout VCDs of belly-dance and modern hip-hop dance. It is fun when you can just do it at home. Furthermore, alone lagi siuk and dancing with your high-heels on lagi siuk..!

So Chicas! Go and buy the videos and I’m pretty sure you’ll feel the excitement of fitness workout than having the dummy Dumb-Bells or the boring Treadmills coz those are only suit for boys (especially the Dumb-Bells) Ain’t cool for Ladies. Although I can’t deny yang Treadmills siuk sebenarnya :p

And say no to skippin’ meals..! and I hate sit-ups! :p

Peace out!

Power of Red

2009-10-10T04:17:00.000-07:00

Today, i kept myself buzy by setting up my very own office and re-organised an open walk-in wardrobe only for my shoes & bags.

I love my red coloured table & chair! Red is the prefect colour for me as it symbolizes power not bitchiness :p

Next, insyAllah, I'm gonna have a couch saja lagi to add and decorate lagi.. Home decor/interior design is fun!

Love & Peace xoxo

Aquarium

2009-10-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

I was whispering to the fish to doa for me...crazy? inda..u'll know why..

I wanna have an aquarium with only a gold fish or 2 in my bedroom...

Under The Weather

2009-10-07T18:27:00.000-07:00

I’m not feelin’ well. My body temperature was 38° tadi and now I’m sure a lil’ bit ok sudah but, my head still nyot-nyet-nyot-nyet rasanya (headache) :p

Besides medicine + the magic sticker (yg I pasted on my forehead), I called it magic sticker ;) coz it works miraculously iatah I love it ;) …well, besides medicines & the magic sticker, our song heals a lil’ bit of my ‘inner’ fever too… :'(

Love & Peace!

Diva

2009-10-07T04:27:00.000-07:00

I fell in-love with my new vintage hairclip! I bought it d Diva's Charms..one piece-one piece saja designs nya...i love it! ;D

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Me & Dd went for breakfast together this morning. Sisters stick together, especially everytime behajat...hehe...Yesterday Dd ckp ia happy, then i ambil kesempatan minta balikan earrings yg I wanted d Diva's Charms and then we went there after work, she balikan...! yay!

"Thanks, D...and u aren't consider as derhaka anymore...hehe ;p "

Craved For Tennis

2009-10-06T21:06:00.000-07:00

I practiced tennis lastnight with Dd!!! but I got too emotional coz I was so suck at it lastnight! c Dd pun ;p Tonight lagi.. yay!

Whaddaya think..???

After the game, we went to kadai skjp and I was trying out few ridiculous shades lastnight and this red one caught my attention the most.

I wanna buy a telescope! soon!

Dearest my .... i miss u like crazy :'(

Valuable

2009-10-05T08:53:00.000-07:00

My dearest girlfriend Rynna came beraya to my house yesterday. I miss her now...

I'm sorry i have nada banyak things to say here coz i am still trying to be strong mending my heart and adapating the positive vibe in me... But all I could say thank you all for your tremendous doa and support.

:')

When I arrived at my office this morning, I found a note from my dearest Ka Lailin. Happy ku in my Monday morning ;) So sweet of her! (Love u, Ka Lailin!)

Zarry,
While you were on leave,
I used your Sunray Terminal
coz if nda karang lusir2
ku dari admin ke bilik
DCE. Hehehe…

I love your place ani…
So peaceful and *clean*

Love ya!

Lailin