Brunei Fashion Week

Pardon me for the blurry picture of me & my ladies who were also attend that night.

My date was Hidayah. She got the invitation from Elricco for the Songket Wedding Showcase last 13 March 2010 at Manggis Mall Ballroom. We called it Brunei Fashion Week. My comment is that there is only one designer's collection that I adore coz the designs are mcm ada Bernard Chandran's touch. I can't wait for the next episode 2 fashion show.

Me, Hidayah & Elricco (the showcase organiser)

"Islam honours women. So my dear man, where do you stand with your slander to your own lady?"

Allah is not unaware of what you do.

Pwada

I met Anef and we had dinner at Twelv and I had to forced for pictures of us to be taken coz I really wanted it ever since he d Brunei! Coz he'll be going back to KL very-very soon :'(

Anef gave me his Prada coz he still loves his D&G purse. For all this while, my man and now Anef too are the reason why I'm emphasizing a mission to abolish or not to buy nor keep fake branded items coz the fakes atu so shitty and makes u look shitty too. In Brunei saja, I rather have the orginal branded bags such as Guess or Charles & Keith or Vincci or Summit or Iora...biasa but inda shitty! kan boys & girls.....???? :) (iatah i inda guna the 2 fake bags lagi! Buang! or i'll tunu saja! hehe :p )

Yesterday, I rescued this little birdie yang masuk in my house. But ia inda mau let go his tiny claws off my palm when I tried to free him suruh fly away...i gosok-gosok his head and cakap-cakap to him (ain't a crazy thing to do, believe me...) and I pajal-pajal then he flew away...but landing ya to the ground inda jauh from where I stood.

"Stop crying, kuluk sdh mua mu atu (trikah tia by smiling)" - Anef Athens

Tag That

I found my SPICE GIRLS Pencilcase. I bought it in 1998 or 1999 kh. 10-year++ but still in good quality! I can't wait to use it nanti ;)

It's Tuesday, I've spent my day reading my book, lookin' for my other Spice Girls items esp the Impulse SPICE GIRLS Deodorant Spray but I still haven't found it, i'm sure it's still somewhere.. and other than that, I just found out something new & fishy..so obviously fishy tagging...

"Allah is not unaware of what you do"

Anti-Slander

Anef & I went to the Mall today, for the first time we jln to the Mall together..! hehe.. and we ended up ke Swensen afterwards nya. He doesn't want his picture to be taken coz he doesn't like the Mall. Iatah he gmbr aku saja. Anef Athens is my dearest brotherly-sisterly friend and I hope flight nya ke KL nanti balik-balik delayed smpi he fed-ups and inda jadi kan ke KL and stay d Brunei Darussalam The Kingdom of Unexpected Treasure ini..hehe!

Biar this picture reminds me of my time d the Mall with Anef ;p

Well, last Thursday, I was wearing tudung abaya that I had to lilit-lilit all over my head to wear it right. I screwed it up smpi I looked like 'entah mcm apakah' and that I was so in need of extra pins. Kali I checked for the pins in my car and I found my other jewelleries yang rupanya I've been keeping it in my car in which I thought I've misplaced them. Ish-Ish-Ishhhh..hehe..

And this friend of his, ia bitchy and getting dumber coz i bet because of his life has fallen apart iatah kalah perempuan bitchy nya trying to manipulate my man esp by his wrong judgement as if he knows 'what really happened'. Well, I refuse to waste my time to be sedih-sedih over his stupidity of action atu coz after all, he's a pathetic loser, no doubt. Ia mcm org minyak tu..Astah!

I love my man for no matter what, patiently. That's how I move on.

I wanna send that pathetic loser/org minyak atu to Bermuda Triangle!

BAR813

I attended ITB info day last Saturday, 13 Feb and I have acquired the informations I needed and pretty much ready for my next move! InsyAllah and amin.

Me & Mizah

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I went to Rachy's CNY Open House with my girlfriends yesterday. We had a great conversation and laugh together, in which, at least, it heals my sober emotions yang so unwanted atu :')

Dayah, Zahirah Rachel, Fizah & Me[my eyes chali here..boo..]

Part of our talks were about when I was on my way to bandar that afternoon, then I saw this new car with plate license no. BAB1018 (notice the highlighted letters & number?) hehe...while were eating, Zahirah ckp that she can't wait for 'BAR' coz it would be cool to have BAR813 for BARBIE! and she said she would change her Mini Cooper jadi pink too...and yang siuk too, when me and Zahirah were talkin' about Disney-Disney and we saw this castle (rumah orang along the way Dayah's residence..hehe) and we were feeling like we were in the fairy-tale world of Disney..hehe chali but siuk rasanya..!

Then this morning me and Dayah were talkin' about it and rupanya she also has the desire to obtain the plate license no. BAR813 nanti too...like uh-oh..and we even tarus calculate the time-frame for 'BAR' to be released nanti like approximately in 4-5 years time from now..hehe...ertinya, we have to berabut and amin tah Zahirah and Dayah inda ingat about it nanti..hehe! (Astaa, sorry Ya Allah :s )

Oh Hey, Fake Longchamp and Fake Marc Jacobs are now available in Brunei..like wth?! Ish!

I patiently love my only soulmate for no matter what; the key is patience and bnyk doa sincerely.

The world is still spinnin' ; My prayer to Allah got me no trippin' ; for as long as I'm still breathin'

"Patience is my strength, Doa is my weapon"

I'm so hands on my new book ani. It has the answer to my curiosity on how the Saudi’s women are livin’ in this modern era. There are parts that are similar to the tragic that had happened in my life (lovelife wise), well, it’s an entertaining read though, that’s for sure.

I attended my cousin's wedding today and I bumped into Feezah. She is more like a mutual-soul sister to me whom was there when I needed advice. She's getting married this June. May Allah bless her lovelife with the love to cherish and happiness till ahir hayat. Amin ;')

Honour

I went to the appreciation dinner for Era at Jerudong Polo Club. Era has made a remarkable history for Bruneian. As a matter of fact, both Era and Aniza really are 2 outstanding young women who have proved extraordinary courage, determination and bravery in the most adventurous activity as such.

"Nothing is beyond reach" - PAP Masna

“Patience is a virtue, Virtue is a grace; Both put together Make a very pretty face” - Anonymous

Love Story

Zainul Asnawi, why did you heartlessly fitnah me?

I've been asking this question ever since you started mefitnah.

It's so ironic that you're still accusing me with your devilish imaginations u made up that I'm enjoying myself with a pencuri who steals me away from you or asgar or org office yang you non-stop mefitnah me with as to cover-up your dishonesty & disloyalty???

And it's so ridiculously ironic that you accused me of how devastated you are that I lied, when evidently you were the one who lied to me that I've always found them out. Well baby, I should be the one saying that to you of how devastated I am with your lies & dishonesty and how shattered I really am by your dreadful behaviour and infidelity.

It's so cocky of you for being way so dramatic for tunjuk lagak and ego in your facebook as if you could cover-up your mess by telling it publicly to the whole wide world and unfortunately, it was so phony and untrue. Plus, there’s this your dumb friend of yours who was a pathetic with his judgment on my sarcasm theory in response to what you’ve displayed in your fb yg after what happened last Saturday in which he truly doesn’t know what really-really-really happened. And for that matter too, I took off with your hp & itouch just wanted to check what was really goin on with your hurtful treatment towards me over the week. My instinct was right and I was then so shattered that I refused to drive back to bc5 coz I didnt wanna make a dramatic scene in front of your friends. Get it?

It just portrays you so low, my dearest Zainul Asnawi. Because, like myself, I only rather telling it to few particular individuals coz it's Maruah.

You anyaia aku cematu but I'm grateful of how miraculous Allah's kuasa and assistance that proved your lies a.k.a infidelity clearer.

Please do think of why I'm tremendously patience with your awful mistreatments and violations for the whole 1 year through. Let me tell you the reasons why, I stand up for myself and our relationship against all of your dreadful fitnah that you've been showering me with as I also believe in myself that with Allah's kuasa you'll sadar and regret for all the wrongdoings that you've proudly done with egoism. I dont give a damn about us being almost 10 years but the moments we share and cherish our love together yg matter the most! And I believe that one day you'll change into a better Zainul that you've always been like before.

I wouldn't even dare to inform to the whole wide world of the worst part of your psychotic-breakdown that you've done to me. But evidently, I only have been voicing it out to few particular individuals respectively, coz it's Maruah!

I've been so sabar enough. Too bad that you're still so blind to see the truth of my obvious proven loyalty and faithfulness in loving you so patiently.

I listened to these particular individuals whom have had advised me to not being stupid letting you violating me in no time, but unfortunately you claimed that I melawan whenever you dreadfully hina aku with your fitnah. Well hunny, it's not melawan but I stood up for myself coz I still have my pride that I’m so against your heartless and ruthless accusations.

I'm so glad and grateful enough that I would have never done anything that might harm my lovelife with you, Zainul. If I were banar-banar to have done anything in one of your accusations, I would have left you awal disgracefully, logically kn?!

I'm grateful that I've never ever cheat on Zainul or I've never ever get myself involved in scandalous love affair. Only org nada maruah and nada otak saja yg would do such immorality. Basically, I would never ever get myself involved in INFIDELITY yang totally immoral and the ultimate betrayal of all.

My dearest Zainul Asnawi, all I ever need in my life is your love with your loyalty, honesty and integrity of how you've shown me like before you've changed into this horrible behaviour of yours. I stand up for myself and also for our lovelife together ani coz it's the most precious thing in my whole life and the life of the real you that I would never ever let anything or any factor to ever ruin it. I'm fighting for it with honour coz it's our pride. And all i ever asked for us is to have a normal lovelife without how u do me with ur total blind accusations coz that's drama! i don't do drama. I cried because i'm hurt emotionally & mentally. I cried because I'm hurt 'physically' too but unfortunately u judged me so wrong about me crying most of the time...sigh..

I love my real Zainul Asnawi for as long as I live.

The reason why I wrote and displayed this is because it’s time for me to act upon by clearing this out especially to those who judged me wrongly. I wanted to keep the problems personal but Zainul’s unwise action has forced me to stand my ground this way.

p.s: I’m glad banyak org doa yang baik-baik for my lovelife with Zainul. I’m grateful too for my lovelife being tested this way coz sooner or later all of the fitnah will be proven wrong. Therefore, I refuse to break-down and keep holding on to Allah. It’s just a matter of time.

Take A Bow

I rewarded myself this month with an Archery gear! It's so cool as i've always been wanting to have the real gear & equipment and play the sport for real. It's a toy though like, the Nerf Gun.

I miss main Javelin.

p.s: Allah adil

Crocsku

I finally have a pair of my own crocs...! I've been too selective to choose any crocs for my preference. Coz i wanna own yg nada bejual ampai2 d Brunei... Love the colour, love the comfortness when i put it on. I terimagine pakai main tennis with it..

I can't really smile sincerely at this moment coz I'm so shattered by the dreadful ultimate betrayal, infidelity and dishonesty by someone whom I seriously considered as my soulmate/life partner for life.

Allah The Almighty.

I wanna play Archery