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I'm loving my new lip gloss (High Shine Lip Gloss by Elizabeth Arden)! I'd say this particular one is so superbly fabulous because it has the barely-there scent and so lusciously supple, non-too-sticky to the lips when applied and it's long-lasting too!

So Ladies, it's a must-have and I highly recommend you to get one for your daily beauty routine pleasure ;)

I love the 630am - 845am morning sun, I love the gentle heat to my facial skin. I'm lovin' the Vitamin D

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Hi, How y'all doin?

Last Saturday Fizah & I went to work, again. However, we were feeling enervated that we decided to leave early and wanted to go for coffee at TSQ.

So, it was from 330pm to 845pm we remained at TSQ. Why that long you may ask? Because after reading one article about the BIT 2011 Performance sneak preview 8pm at TSQ that we decided to wait for it.

While waiting, we spent hours at CB and then we walked around the mall and the hotel and then we had our dinner at Pastamania and one hour before the show, we ordered ourselves drinks from the Sugarbun and managed to get the perfect spot of seating area of the fast food restaurant where we could watch the preformance clearly and restfully. Doesn't it sounded like the TSQ ani basar saja...hehe...oh well..

Well anyway, the short performance was amusing. Now we can hardly wait to watch on one of the actual event days this 31 May 2011!

Majestic

I enjoyed the historic royal wedding week last month that I got myself this pictorial magazine for my collection ;)

Mummy

The Red Velvet Cake

Dd and I did an impromptu Mother's Day dinner at home for our beloved mama & nini bini ;) Every set-ups was impromptu but we did it well and funner.

The table set-ups, rose petals from my mum's garden ;)

"Loving you is like food to my soul.." - Song For Mama by Boyz II Men

Zary Jane

I finally got my very own surfboard. It's so pretty! I named it Zary Jane ;) Can't wait to hit the beach!

Puddycat & Zary Jane..cute!

Oh hey, follow me on Twitter : ZaryJane

Yellow Light

I've been goin' out with my best buddies lately, so since we had a lot of catch-ups to do, we met up over dinner the other night and enjoyed our selves with our updates. One of the major agendas was about a psycho obsessed stalker whom has been haunting him for 24/7. Haha! Scary yet funny. hehe..! Then I consoled him with my mom's advise, "Sabar saja, dugaan orang lawa tu". Poor guy...hehe. Nevertheless, I've been enjoying our movie night outs together and I'm glad to have them around as being crazy as I am too. hehehe...hehe!

Last Sunday, RBTS held a family picnic at the Serasa Beach. I have won 1st Place in the Golf Hole-In-One mini-tournament! and 2nd place in the cleaning campaign contest (many thanks to Azie & Fae for the top-ups of trashes..hehe)


The golf challenge, it was organized for the Males only. I wanted to be in the game, so I demanded the game to be opened for the ladies too by tellin' them jgn sexist! hehe...and so, the committee agreed & allowed it...hehe!

This month, I rewarded myself with a new cool pair of boots! ;p

Essentials

Ok, people or mostly my male friends have always been wondering what it s in my backpack that I've always carried around, especially during the weekdays. So, ta-da...! hehe

I wanna dance with Tae Yang one day :)

Blessing In Disguise

It’s April..!

Truth be told, it’s actually the month of last year (2010) when I’ve made the biggest decision to really ‘move-on’, put all the depression behind. And so for the past one year, I’m still embracing my singlehood with a lot of things to thank to Allah for.

It would be a lie if I were to say that I don’t miss the affection of love in a relationship. Being single is something that I would never ever thought of until it really happened. There are times that my loneliness is just unbearable. But hey, with doa, I will not give up hope for whoever Allah jodohkan me with.

I never thought of meeting up Syahmi at the airport on early week of January. Luckily, I had a mini bottle of Jellybeans that I shared with the kids. So they were Jellybeans High..hehe…like seriously..I’m glad that I spent for half and hour with them..The part that I’m touched about was when his mummy told me that he still remembers me. Before I left the airport, Syahmi hugged me so tightly..he’s still so adorably chubby. And I met them d JP too ;)

I love surprises..! Not a prank one… I was missing Sasya so badly, and then one day (26 January 2011) she did a surprise visit and brought a pink rose and surprised me at my office! I was so psyched. She intentionally didn’t wanna tell me that she has landed in Brunei on the day before and surprised me with the visit. She was on her 2 weeks leave before flying back to UK.

I finally got myself Rollerblades ;)

Guess what I was saying ‘yes’ to? Last 26 February 2011, Infusion Media approached me and asked if I wanna be a part of their video project. And so, I set my conditions and agreed to do it. Well, Infusion Media crews are my good friends that I’m flattered to do the favour for saja-saja. At first, I didn’t really have the idea of the outcome because it was a short notice, and we didn’t rehearse at all that we just went for it, until it was released in their facebook page a week later...hehe..We had fun, Dayah was my unofficial appointed Manager that I kept on saying “I love my Manager” over and over again throughout the day. Haha! click picture to view the video..

i came up with “Breakfast at Tiffany’s” themed dinner party for Dd’s 24^th birthday last February. I prepared the whole thing all by myself and pulled it off well - Mission Accomplished!

“Reminiscing Childhood at JP” themed birthday party was for our dearest bestfriend, Mr. Al Tono a.k.a. Ali. Me, Fizah and Ali really had a good time together, and one of the most best parts of our day was when we waved at Sultan as his car melintas at I’d say a close distance from where we stood by the road.

Paintball ain’t for the puss! Yea that’s what I’m sayin’. Me & Fizah joined Nazeeb’s team (Team Samseng) in the Brunei Social Paintball Tournament in Miri last 4^th of April. We kicked-ass! It was a battle of 6 teams and we got in the 2^nd place! I look forward for the next tournament!

my paintball masks!

We love GTR R35..! Jin Hou invited me to the showroom and I brought my friends along and the car is just to die for! And I’d like to have it in red or dark blue, if I may. As crazy as it sounds, I have made my projection budget of saving $10 per day for 52 years….haha! Never gonna happen, indeed. Crazy calculation for the crazy car. Dope! ;p

JUSTIN BIEBER! I love Justin Bieber. Thankful for the sneak peek week prior to the premier date on the 14^th April at cinema, I went watching with my friends on the 1^st day and then with my sister on the 2^nd day and alone on the following days, yes, days…I can’t get enough. It’s not about the hair; it’s not about his age or what have you. But in my defence, I love Justin Bieber because he’s super talented, and he’s a hot grown man now (hehe..). Honestly speaking, I love watching his music videos because I love to watch his affection towards the girls, so corny but hey, I miss all that in my life. I know the equation of me + Justin Bieber equals to ‘impossible’ (me + Justin Bieber = Impossible). Haha! Selena Gomez is a one lucky lady. Ok, that’s all. Fullstop.

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We participated in the walkathon for the World Autism Awareness day last 1^st April. Me & Fizah came a little bit late, but we walked…short-cut tapinya..hehe. And then after that we went out for breakfast with the others and then me & Fizah went jalan-jalan (to the Ghost House (at the indoor stadium, chali but siuk!)-hair saloon at Qlap;-the mall). So much for our Saturday.

Work has been extra-ordinarily hectic this moment (i.e. towards BRIDEX 2011). Therefore, vacation soon after BRIDEX is indeed in planning for me and Fizah.

There’s something about me that people should know:

I don’t choose friends but I chose close-friends, I just have to. Like in relationship, we know who we want to spend our whole life with, so, same goes to my friendship, I filter based on the personality-wise. Personality does matter to me. Dig that!

You funk with my heart or in other words, if you messed with me, I don’t give a shit about you no more. I mean it, coz I’ve had enough already.

Oh one more thing. I’m so proud of our beloved Deputy CEO for being one of the 50 leading women in the Asia-Pacific! She rocks! Check this out too, http://www.advance.org/rosmawati-manaf/

Until next post! ;)

End of April is Secretary’s Day. I look forward to celebrate it with my girlfriends!

Tenacity

Lets talk about my new year's resolutions, shall we? : )

1. Still wish to be a kick-ass lady.

2. Revamping my savings.

3. To eat slowly.

4. To drive my car like a real lady? hehe...

5. To reassemble and install tia my chandelier for my bedroom yang i bought 3 years ago.

6. To get a new mattress for my bed (coz i've been using my divorced parents mattress yang they had since they got married in 1982. And i'm still looking for a queen-size mattress yang nada spring. So, it's a high-time to change with a new one already).

7. Hoping to send bad people off to Bermuda Triangle is just what I've got to cross-off from my prolong list. The reason being is due to after watching Gulliver's Twist, Bermuda Triangle is not a bad place after all. Those mini people in that kingdom constructed buildings so amazingly mind-blowing, iatah macam siuk!

So what to do with bad people instead? Doa kan saja baik-baik :p or hantar saja ke sungai yang banyak buaya. Hehe

8. To cook better like Jamie Oliver, Nigella, Kylie Kwong, Anna Olsen & Michael Smith.. hehe

9. To learn and practice languages (French, Spanish, Slavic (Russian), Turkish, Italian, German and Chinese). It would be cool to speak to the exhibitors from those countries in the upcoming BRIDEX 2011.

Momentous 2010

I am glad and thankful that Brunei Darussalam has formed Dharar Syari’e, helps victims whom are abused in whatsoever level of violence it may be (i.e. emotionally, mentally or physically).

As for my case, the 423 days of abusive relationship that I have finally gotten out from is the biggest achievement in my very own personal life; although Dharar Syari’e was not there yet.

So ladies, if you’re being mistreated with harassment or humiliation by your man, do not hesitate to lodge your report to the authority immediately. Bear in mind, never ever try to do something stupid but by doing the right thing when those emotionally, mentally or worse, physically abuses occurred to you.

From the period of February 2009 until January - March 2010 was a struggle for me. Gratefully, being strong and pulling up myself together as how I should be has become my pride as a valuable person refusing depression to conquer my spirit to stand tall.

Human spirit cannot be broken, so stand your ground with whatever you believe in.

Ok, my 2010 my 2010 my 2010….

1. April was when I finally decided to love myself as I have fought my own battle ON MY OWN, trying to fight for an unworthy traitor that shattered the dreams of love and almost ruining my life into pieces. He’s forgiven but I will never ever forget. Deuces!

2. Tennis, Futsal, Badminton, Table Tennis, Swimming, Archery are my ongoing endorphin sporty activities that I’m enjoying so far, Surfing is one of the activities too, and I’m also taking a once a week dance class with the intention of the preparation for the future to dance for my man’s eyes only ; )

3. I’ve overcome my fears: deep water, the waves, mirror in my bedroom, and park my car in the basement (at my work place). Unfortunately, I’m still afraid of the dark and h.a.n.t.u… :p

4. Aside from the Masehi date of my birthday, May, rupanya on the 29 May 2010, my Dad has a new born baby girl, so she’s my little sister lah..Actually, me and Dd found it out in June. Her name is Nurin Nabilah. My Dad calls her Baby. I can hardly wait for her to grow up and imma take her out shopping and we’ll surely have a lot of girlie fun times together! ;)

5. Ramadhan 1431H was so remarkably fun! Sungkai with friends, Sahur with friends and the most unforgettable moment was Terawih with friends (especially with Sasya & Ady) that we went to different mosques together.

6. One of the greatest parts about my Syawal was my Duit Raya which was surprisingly banyak-er than the previous year! Rezeki Allah…hehe

7. Sometime in September, I’ve came up with my ghetto name, Sara Jane, coz I like my dearest girlfriend’s name, Sara. Hehe! Jangan jadi too serious in life…

8. My colleagues and I supported the Breast Cancer Awareness last October.

9. I have new cuddly static companion in my room (Puddycat & Stewie G).

Stewie G. Puddycat

10. I was sent to Jakarta last November with my fellow colleagues for work and I love Jakarta so much and wish to go there again for a vacation. I miss Jakarta, and I love shopping alone in Singapore, i miss that... (And then stranded lagi, iatah siuk ;p ).

11. Besides spending times with friends, my close friends and I have been enjoying the DVD nights and sleepovers at my place. For almost every weekends sudah : )

12. I stayed overnight in the woods during RBTS Summer Camp last December. RBTS Summer Camp was a one heck of fun experience. Especially karaoke till 2am, di hutan..hehe. Well, actually it was at Berakas Recreational Beach/Camping Area…there are chalets, no hantu, iatah I had no fear that I stayed overnight with the others who stayed.

Basically I managed to balance the time of my life between my careerhood, my family, my friends and most importantly, myself.

Although I’m a workaholic during the weekdays, but I always enjoy coffee-after-work and movies with my friends either after work or during the weekends too.

Nonetheless, im keepin' up the funner, joyous and excruciating moments revolving around me. I've been loving for even more especially on spending time with beloved friends (I love you all boys & girls!).

Love and support from all of my friends and family are the fundamental to my bliss that helped me to move on very well. Alhamdulillah so very much for that. ; )

My most vital 2010 agenda is Sasya Ismail. She means the world to me. She's my true best-friend that Allah sent to me. :')

Bliss to me is being at home, with home-cooked meal, the TV, the books, and then go out spending my times with friends and share laughter and go home happy. : )

A full and buzy life is a mixed blessing actually. The word Happy-Go-Lucky is what every one of us wants to adapt in life as it plays an important part in our daily life.

Wanna know my secret? ; ) In order to collect and store good feelings and ever since I’ve chosen to follow my bliss, I‘ve started listing a Happiness List (either in written or in my mind), for example listing out of what happened today which makes me feel good about. And then, whenever I need a boost, I’d read through the list and enjoy my good feelings all over again. Believe me, it works. Especially realizing the exhilaration of how eminent Allah’s kuasa is.

I had the greatest end of 2010 and the beginning of 2011! *wink-wink to my beloved best-friends, coz you guys know what I mean..wink-wink*

I ain’t gonna look for a man, but I will be found by The Man with great personality who’s gonna guide me and treat me well with honour, respect and love, insyAllah amin

My doa is I’m hoping to settle down in the years to come with love and success. I deserve a better man, I mean a way way way better man for a life partner coz I believe Allah always has a better plan for me.

Till next time ; ) Loves!

*Ehem-Ehem*
This note goes to one of my beloved girlfriends, Azrina, I know you’re reading this, Alhamdulillah and an utmost congratulations to you and your beloved fiancé on your engagement day (02 January 2011).

I wanna get my own rollerblades