Zainul Asnawi, why did you heartlessly fitnah me?
I've been asking this question ever since you started mefitnah.
It's so ironic that you're still accusing me with your devilish imaginations u made up that I'm enjoying myself with a pencuri who steals me away from you or asgar or org office yang you non-stop mefitnah me with as to cover-up your dishonesty & disloyalty???
And it's so ridiculously ironic that you accused me of how devastated you are that I lied, when evidently you were the one who lied to me that I've always found them out. Well baby, I should be the one saying that to you of how devastated I am with your lies & dishonesty and how shattered I really am by your dreadful behaviour and infidelity.
It's so cocky of you for being way so dramatic for tunjuk lagak and ego in your facebook as if you could cover-up your mess by telling it publicly to the whole wide world and unfortunately, it was so phony and untrue. Plus, there’s this your dumb friend of yours who was a pathetic with his judgment on my sarcasm theory in response to what you’ve displayed in your fb yg after what happened last Saturday in which he truly doesn’t know what really-really-really happened. And for that matter too, I took off with your hp & itouch just wanted to check what was really goin on with your hurtful treatment towards me over the week. My instinct was right and I was then so shattered that I refused to drive back to bc5 coz I didnt wanna make a dramatic scene in front of your friends. Get it?
It just portrays you so low, my dearest Zainul Asnawi. Because, like myself, I only rather telling it to few particular individuals coz it's Maruah.
You anyaia aku cematu but I'm grateful of how miraculous Allah's kuasa and assistance that proved your lies a.k.a infidelity clearer.
Please do think of why I'm tremendously patience with your awful mistreatments and violations for the whole 1 year through. Let me tell you the reasons why, I stand up for myself and our relationship against all of your dreadful fitnah that you've been showering me with as I also believe in myself that with Allah's kuasa you'll sadar and regret for all the wrongdoings that you've proudly done with egoism. I dont give a damn about us being almost 10 years but the moments we share and cherish our love together yg matter the most! And I believe that one day you'll change into a better Zainul that you've always been like before.
I wouldn't even dare to inform to the whole wide world of the worst part of your psychotic-breakdown that you've done to me. But evidently, I only have been voicing it out to few particular individuals respectively, coz it's Maruah!
I've been so sabar enough. Too bad that you're still so blind to see the truth of my obvious proven loyalty and faithfulness in loving you so patiently.
I listened to these particular individuals whom have had advised me to not being stupid letting you violating me in no time, but unfortunately you claimed that I melawan whenever you dreadfully hina aku with your fitnah. Well hunny, it's not melawan but I stood up for myself coz I still have my pride that I’m so against your heartless and ruthless accusations.
I'm so glad and grateful enough that I would have never done anything that might harm my lovelife with you, Zainul. If I were banar-banar to have done anything in one of your accusations, I would have left you awal disgracefully, logically kn?!
I'm grateful that I've never ever cheat on Zainul or I've never ever get myself involved in scandalous love affair. Only org nada maruah and nada otak saja yg would do such immorality. Basically, I would never ever get myself involved in INFIDELITY yang totally immoral and the ultimate betrayal of all.
My dearest Zainul Asnawi, all I ever need in my life is your love with your loyalty, honesty and integrity of how you've shown me like before you've changed into this horrible behaviour of yours. I stand up for myself and also for our lovelife together ani coz it's the most precious thing in my whole life and the life of the real you that I would never ever let anything or any factor to ever ruin it. I'm fighting for it with honour coz it's our pride. And all i ever asked for us is to have a normal lovelife without how u do me with ur total blind accusations coz that's drama! i don't do drama. I cried because i'm hurt emotionally & mentally. I cried because I'm hurt 'physically' too but unfortunately u judged me so wrong about me crying most of the time...sigh..
I've been asking this question ever since you started mefitnah.
It's so ironic that you're still accusing me with your devilish imaginations u made up that I'm enjoying myself with a pencuri who steals me away from you or asgar or org office yang you non-stop mefitnah me with as to cover-up your dishonesty & disloyalty???
And it's so ridiculously ironic that you accused me of how devastated you are that I lied, when evidently you were the one who lied to me that I've always found them out. Well baby, I should be the one saying that to you of how devastated I am with your lies & dishonesty and how shattered I really am by your dreadful behaviour and infidelity.
It's so cocky of you for being way so dramatic for tunjuk lagak and ego in your facebook as if you could cover-up your mess by telling it publicly to the whole wide world and unfortunately, it was so phony and untrue. Plus, there’s this your dumb friend of yours who was a pathetic with his judgment on my sarcasm theory in response to what you’ve displayed in your fb yg after what happened last Saturday in which he truly doesn’t know what really-really-really happened. And for that matter too, I took off with your hp & itouch just wanted to check what was really goin on with your hurtful treatment towards me over the week. My instinct was right and I was then so shattered that I refused to drive back to bc5 coz I didnt wanna make a dramatic scene in front of your friends. Get it?
It just portrays you so low, my dearest Zainul Asnawi. Because, like myself, I only rather telling it to few particular individuals coz it's Maruah.
You anyaia aku cematu but I'm grateful of how miraculous Allah's kuasa and assistance that proved your lies a.k.a infidelity clearer.
Please do think of why I'm tremendously patience with your awful mistreatments and violations for the whole 1 year through. Let me tell you the reasons why, I stand up for myself and our relationship against all of your dreadful fitnah that you've been showering me with as I also believe in myself that with Allah's kuasa you'll sadar and regret for all the wrongdoings that you've proudly done with egoism. I dont give a damn about us being almost 10 years but the moments we share and cherish our love together yg matter the most! And I believe that one day you'll change into a better Zainul that you've always been like before.
I wouldn't even dare to inform to the whole wide world of the worst part of your psychotic-breakdown that you've done to me. But evidently, I only have been voicing it out to few particular individuals respectively, coz it's Maruah!
I've been so sabar enough. Too bad that you're still so blind to see the truth of my obvious proven loyalty and faithfulness in loving you so patiently.
I listened to these particular individuals whom have had advised me to not being stupid letting you violating me in no time, but unfortunately you claimed that I melawan whenever you dreadfully hina aku with your fitnah. Well hunny, it's not melawan but I stood up for myself coz I still have my pride that I’m so against your heartless and ruthless accusations.
I'm so glad and grateful enough that I would have never done anything that might harm my lovelife with you, Zainul. If I were banar-banar to have done anything in one of your accusations, I would have left you awal disgracefully, logically kn?!
I'm grateful that I've never ever cheat on Zainul or I've never ever get myself involved in scandalous love affair. Only org nada maruah and nada otak saja yg would do such immorality. Basically, I would never ever get myself involved in INFIDELITY yang totally immoral and the ultimate betrayal of all.
My dearest Zainul Asnawi, all I ever need in my life is your love with your loyalty, honesty and integrity of how you've shown me like before you've changed into this horrible behaviour of yours. I stand up for myself and also for our lovelife together ani coz it's the most precious thing in my whole life and the life of the real you that I would never ever let anything or any factor to ever ruin it. I'm fighting for it with honour coz it's our pride. And all i ever asked for us is to have a normal lovelife without how u do me with ur total blind accusations coz that's drama! i don't do drama. I cried because i'm hurt emotionally & mentally. I cried because I'm hurt 'physically' too but unfortunately u judged me so wrong about me crying most of the time...sigh..
I love my real Zainul Asnawi for as long as I live.
The reason why I wrote and displayed this is because it’s time for me to act upon by clearing this out especially to those who judged me wrongly. I wanted to keep the problems personal but Zainul’s unwise action has forced me to stand my ground this way.
p.s: I’m glad banyak org doa yang baik-baik for my lovelife with Zainul. I’m grateful too for my lovelife being tested this way coz sooner or later all of the fitnah will be proven wrong. Therefore, I refuse to break-down and keep holding on to Allah. It’s just a matter of time.
The reason why I wrote and displayed this is because it’s time for me to act upon by clearing this out especially to those who judged me wrongly. I wanted to keep the problems personal but Zainul’s unwise action has forced me to stand my ground this way.
p.s: I’m glad banyak org doa yang baik-baik for my lovelife with Zainul. I’m grateful too for my lovelife being tested this way coz sooner or later all of the fitnah will be proven wrong. Therefore, I refuse to break-down and keep holding on to Allah. It’s just a matter of time.
