Sleeping Beauty

Beautipul, zainul? I really wanna get rid of my baggy eyes cause I'm Mrs. Zane. I wanna be beautiful!

His quote/phrase of "she's my second gifffrend..she's beautipul, beautipul girl.." This phrase is for Mandy Moore! To the worse, it's still playing in my mind...! I'm not taking it seriuosly jealous though, but, my philosophy between us two is that I want him to think that way ONLY TO ME. Coz I wanna be the only Mrs. Zane with NIL interference of other woman in his life! I wanna make myself to be the one he's crazy of.

Calm down, calm down, calm down....My BP, My BP, My BP....

Anyways, the "beautipul" is beautiful and I'm the one & only Mrs. Zane.

Peace,

Nina/Zar - Zainul's!

My Philosophy

"Women Are Great Leaders"

P.S: I love you, zainul ;)

Peace,

Cured

I miss my zainul!!! Pictures above are my reaction after I talked to my zainul over the phone...He loves me =)

I could'nt sleep lastnight...but after tonight I'm surely sure to sleep well tonight..coz my zainul loves me!

This is how I looked before he calls. That moment I was hating my life for not being able to conquer zainul's heart/love. I was overly reacted coz I just hate it!

Furthermore, I looked horrible when I'm not happy/upset/frustrated/ you name it..I look terrible and feeling so ugly when I'm having those feelings. My eye-bags! Could'nt sleep, my eye-bags are so annoying! Ugly!!! But, you wanna know what, the only cure is zainul's love. The love he showers me. Love, love, love! God! I'm so deeply in love with my zainul!

Hehe...he loves me...i love him..i love US BOTH.

Nite-nite,

Mrs. Zane

zarzane

To Health & Devotion

Went out with my zainul yesterday (Saturday). We went to Soto Rindu at Giant for lunch at around 11:30am++..We have been craving for soto since the first time we went to Giant.. :) And finally, being able to have it yesterday satisfactorily as it has been quiet so long for craving that soto. My baby loves it so much...

Unfortunately, my gastric was striking terribly!

Fortunately, my zainul was with me and I was able to have a rest in his house. He was so lovely, taking good care of me and kept on advising me to have the will power to ‘mind over matter’ of my illness yesterday. I was feeling so weak and terribly in pain. I truly hate the feeling of it.

Time was 4:18pm, had to go back home, I had to respect my zainul’s desire to play football that I had to force myself to wake up and drive myself home, although I was terribly in pain. I just wanted him to have his own time too, coz he took good care of me when I was so sick yesterday.

When I was in the highway road on my way home, my zainul text messaged me advising me to have the “will power” again…hmmm...he was just being so sweet and a caring husband-to-be’ (amin… ;) ). He makes me feel that I’m truly important in his life and I’m just so thankful to Allah for having him in my life.

Arrived home, I went upstairs to my room with ‘Baby’ my cat, my sexy cat, to accompany me in my bed. And I fell asleep…..

Mama went to my room, it was dark already and it was maghrib. My mom switched on the lights and asked me to wake up. But I could’nt, I was still feeling so sick that I could barely move. I continued sleeping until it was 7:58pm. I phoned my baby, asking for what he was up to and telling him of how I was doing. Then I continued sleeping again.

I woke up again at 11-ishe, went to the kitchen and grabbed a chicken cooked by Bibih (my dearest cousin) and I had a hot chocolate milk just to filled my empty tummy. I phoned up my zainul as I walked to my room, and I told him of how I miss him so much and we said goodnight to each other as we closed the phone.

This morning, I woke up at 10am, ‘Baby’ was also still sleeping with me. She is just so cute! And that I realized that she is my pet, my bestfriend.

To Health & Devotion,
Mrs. Zane

One & Only

Arrived home...so famished...gratefully mama has prepared for dinner ;) Though mama was upstairs at the moment me & dd arrived, while nini-bini was in the kitchen peeling off ‘Limau manis’nya and she looks adorablly cute. ;)

I just love being at home. Currently, I’m reading 'Shoe Addicts'. Speaking of which, I used to be a 122% bookworm (..hehe..to be exact) but now I’d say that I’m a promiscuous reader. I read everything, like magazines and books with plenty of pictures and less text. But I also can’t deny that I do get carried away with books/novels for most of the time too...hehe..peace.

I miss my zainul... He was playing football at UBD with his group of friends today..I miss watching him playing football, God..he looks hot..so `HOT’! I really miss everybit of my zainul..He’s my man.. ;)

As today is 10 of April, counting for 1 month to go for our anniversary..Alhamdullilah, we’ve been sharing the lives and the loves together and gratefully that I’m still so crazy in love with my zainul..we love each other so very much, till death do us apart. Amin.

Baby, I’d like to say thank you for everything, I’m so grateful for our pure loyalty. I miss you and I love you so much.

Hugs & Kisses,
One & Only Mrs. Zane

Lastnight......

Lastnight!..hehe...lastnight my zainul came to my house!!!!!! He wanted to surprise me, he did surprised me..! And i'm so happy about lastnight.... ;)

We had a photo-shoot (pte ltd..hehe), it was so cool and fun..hehe... Zainul was being my hair-stylist, (thanks babe *muah*!) He fixed my hair 'elegantly', soon after that and up until now only I love my hair after being so regretful when I had it cut last 31 Dec 2007, as it was so short and that I could'nt wait till it grows longer like before...Thanks again, baby (*muah*!) Baby, I'm so grateful for having you in my life...I love you till I die

Reminisce

....lastnight, I was crying for a lot of things...

A. Chuning's missing
B. Late Ni-Aki
C. Late Salihin
D. Late Sam

E. My Zainul

F. Kuning the kitten :'(

I'm so glad that my nini is living with us coz she is loveable, down to earth and strong (emotionally, mentally & 77% physically)...hehe...I love her to death.

I miss my zainul, but I hope he fully understands my intention of having this blog...

still handsome!

Peace,

Mrs. Zane

Fresh

Greetings Viewers!

To my Zane, i love you to death...I wanna have this blog so that u'll feel my existance.

Hehe..peace....i love you so much, zainul.

P.S: Still a lot more to add in my 'only-getting started' blog.

Lots of L.O.V.E,

Mrs. Zane