Pics of 29 Sept 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Nature Shots Me
My quote for today:
“State of mind is u spoke after u think” - me
I could'nt continue my fast after 9AM, due to nature shots me ;) No wonder that few days back I’ve had been so anonymously upset. No! Furious’s the right word.. My victims were my zainul, my family and myself! Godness me..
I burst out crying yesterday in my room, I was feeling miserable and hollow =’( Those feelingS that I just could’nt keep it to myself anymore and I ended up crying, with no zainul’s shoulder to cry on.
Anyways, I’m 32% glad that I managed to send over my kain for baju raya yesterday. Unfortunately, they’ll only be done approximately 1 week after raya. I hope my baju raya to be siap before or by the 2nd of raya would do too... Just wanna make my zainul happy coz his happiness & ‘he love me-ness’ are what I have to jaga the most ;)I miss my zainul so much...
And btw, tadi after kraja, my sister and I went to huaho tutong, we encountered with a hungry stray male mid-kitten [which later I named him Santos :) ] Then I asked Dd to rush to buy food nya. While waiting, I stood by Santos and he was just ‘gelek-gelek’ d my kaki. Kan menangis ku meliat. As soon as Dd showed up with Santos’s food, I tear off the packet and poured it on the plastic bag and served him and then we left with hati yg so barat... :’( Aminth ia dpt makanan everyday till ia sihat everyday...Amin.
“Zainul, I wanna be your wife that we could always be next to each other 24/7...!” -ur gf
Mrs Zane
xoxo
Saturday, September 13, 2008
"I Love U Hun" Day
Today, me and my zainul went out for sungkai together. I made up the occasion as "I Love U Hun" Day from my zainul for me... hehe.. chali but cute and lovely... It was my zainul's treat, iatah I made it up commemorating the said occasion. Aku suka.."I Love U Hun" Day... hehe
Raya is coming, i still haven't have my baju raya yet. My zainul wants me to be lawa iatah he encourages me to work on it coz now I realize that I should pamper myself to look fabulous time hari raya.. (receiving ang pau hari raya would be better, to me..hehe) Nevermind...coz i think he's right about it, iatah i'm gonna look as hot as i wanna be.. (i'm bragging myself again and again..bad habit, so bad habit of mine). Anyways, my zainul loves me genuinely coz i'm genuinely hot (somebody stop me...!) hehe..astaga..
"Zainul hunny, i'd like to say thank u so much for your treat and just want u to know that I have had another great time with u tonight,as always. I love you so much" - ur gf
Peace, (hehe)
Pic of 13 Sept 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
My Baju Raya =p
My DCE got me this jubah from her umrah..I love it, pakai for Raya..hehe :)Mrs Zane xoxo
Pics of 12 Sept 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Don't Wanna Lose You
This morning, I was driving on my way to work and I didnt tejumpa my zainul on the road like yesterday =(
At 12pm i tried to call up my zainul and to my surprised he was only awaken by my call (he was asleep). I asked of how come that he was still at home. I was then freaking shocked when he told me that he was fainted time sahur...
He said that he was brought to the emergency room at that hour (subuh)..I didnt let him to talk much coz I wanted him to rest well.
It’s such a horror to me, I was holding on my tears and acted less-panic. I immediately told Rachel, and I was sure that it was because of he has had been skipping his sahur for the past few days back (before zainul’s parents balik from umrah) and tiredness (he even went out with his friend main game ‘Dota’ again till late night).
After 2pm, I walked straight to KFC to get my zainul a whipped potato or anything I considered is good for him at that condition. I then received his sms telling me his mom has told him that he fainted/collapsed 3x time sahur and he’s grateful that he could sadar semula. I felt like i wanted to cry, ku tahan... As I arrived to zainul’s house, he got out the door and looked so poorly sick and pity..I hold on my tears not to cry as I met him face to face with his right arm still had a cotton pasted with a cell-o-tape bakas ‘bedrip’ and handed him the KFC Snack Plate that I got him. He looks so handsome and he could smile to me eventhough he’s feeling weak.
After sungkai, I waited for his call mcm biasa (he calls from/pakai his grandfather’s house), and so he did. He told me what really happened and he giggled that about his fainted story was the hot topic being told among his immediate family time sungkai and I went upstairs to my room as we were still talking on the phone. I cried, realizing what if that was the end of his life (uncertain circumstances). I just can’t imagine it, instead, i cried because I’m scared of losing my zainul...
“Zainul, how i wish i just could be there with u at the time when it happened and be there with u d emergency ward and just taking good care of you..I don’t wanna lose u :’( ’’ – your gf
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Friday, September 5, 2008
Billabong?
My new cap..I look good in it and that's why I bought it ;) (i.e: not because of the brand in which reminds me of my zainul)
c Baby so batah staring at me..maybe she likes seeing me in my new cap too usulnya...hehe
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Puasa ku....
Yesterday was the 1st day of Ramadhan. I miss my zainul. I laughed alone when came to think of Zainul's warning for skipping puasa. Iatah mcm playing the 'who's talking to who' about it. Iatah funny.. funny nya mcm hehe-haha for 22mins (why 22? Well, '2' is my fave number, what the hack..? hehe).. Puasa ku bah....
Anyways,
This is how I looked time sungkai yesterday..hehe 
c Baby pengsan this morning mcm org puasa saja..hehe
"Zainul, I love you so much" said Nina
;p
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