What A Day... *Sigh*

I'm feeling low, on few things that I hate to talk about..


Ok, long story short..


I kinda hate yesterday (Sunday), I'm still feeling so low about it until today. I went to au lait for breakfast this morning and one thing that a lil' bit cheering me up was my cafe latte (pic below).. They made a smily faced bunny for me...! But not quite a smily bunny though..booo.... :)

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My dad called me up telling me about a gas explosion that occured this afternoon at a 'fish ball factory' in Muara. The worst, bnyk org mati katanya. So tragic. He said the factory is close to my brother's office block. He told me about him trying to reach him on the phone bnyk kali but to no avail. Pikir apa kah-apa kah...then finally my brother answered my dad's phone call and telling him that he's alright...We thought he mati...(ooppsss, mind my words..) A Thing that crossed my mind is that we bnyk dosa between each other, iatah if ia mati I'd cry..hehe... Peace!

"My Deepest Condolences to the victims family"

Me & My Man

SAVE THE ENVIRONMENT

Sweet Dream..YES!

Hi everyone.. I have had a wonderful dream lastnight...! I dreamt of Me + Zainul ada baby....!!!! Baby boy..hehe...and in my dream atu we gave him a name..and up until now our baby's name atu is still playing in my head ever since I woke up this morning..

Can't wait to tell my Zainul......hehe ;) My pic baru bgn tdur...hehe

"I Love You, Zainul.." *Mwwah!* - Your Zar

Jon & Kate Plus 8!

The Gosselins Trully & Purely Make My Day..!

They really-really-really make my day...EVERYDAY!

I love them so very much

xoxo

Zar + Zainul = Baby Love [ hehe.. ;) ]

That Friday..

The ladies in charge - Me, Fizah, Zahirah, Rachel & Aazzah

Yesterday, Rachel pki tudong and she looks gorgeous!

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Later that evening, I went out for a jog with my cousins. But still, i miss and love boxing with my zainul...

"I just can't wait to do it again with u, zainul my love" - your zar

Freestyle Martial-Arts

We boxed with love!

Zainul VS Zar

Yesterday, my zainul and I was suppose to go to Tasek for jogging. My Zainul was so kusut inda mau ke Tasek. Iatah we were doing our own freestyle martial-art instead. And the chali part is that he keeps on doing yg mcm wrestling style...hehe...then we had an idea to do boxing saja! So fun!

And so, he took our boxing gloves and loving it from the start to the end of our fight! Our freestyle boxing ani includes the regular boxing, kick boxing, karate, ninja style (hehe...blimey!) and KUNG-FU! Haha!

I brabisly enjoyed it and I'd love to do it again EVERYDAY with my Zainul....! Bnr..siuk brabis!!! And that's what I called Exercise..! ;D

"Martial-Arts Rock!"

Zainul LOVES Zar

Ladies Hi-Tea

RBTS Ladies Hi-Tea @ Rizqun hosted by our DCE ;)

<- Fizah & Zahirah

Fatin & Aiira ->

Da Da

Yay! Tadi I was with my dad and Dd too...! I missed him brabis...coz he's chali like "ha-ha-ha-ha!" :p

We had lunch together at the mall and he was brabisly bragging about his new t-shirt and cap! He says that it was from USA and ia saja tedapat d Brunei ani and i was like "Duh!" hehe...

And then he told me pasal hantu2 yg everytime ada appeared in pictures taken from anyone's cellphone...haha! I laughed my head off *over..* hehe

Yesterday I had a great time with my Zainul...as always.... ;) God! I miss him brabis now..! And I really am needing my very own VACATION....with him!!!!!!!!

I love my zainul forever.... - Lady Zar xoxo

My Hari Raya Aidiladha

With Nini - my never ending love

Green Packet Too - I love...



Good food - Moments of Joy - Hari Raya Aidiladha Celebration with joyous & loves..

I'm in a love mode...I'm crazily in love with my zainul...! Superb! xoxo

Sway With 100% Romance

You & Me...

You & Me...

You & Me...

My zainul asked me out for a date! Last saturday, my zainul called me up and asked to dress up. He took me out to a romantic early-dinner ;) We talked only about us...Oh My Dear God, I'm so sway with his love ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

That evening, he made me a flower pki tissue..I called it an 'Eagle flower' hehe...he made it himself and gave it to me and in that moment I trully felt that I'm his special love one.... Oh Zainul my darling....I wanna marry you...so - so - bad..... *hehe* I'm a dreamer* ~~~~

Hehe...so sway with my words too...but everybits are so real coz my zainul is a romantic charming man...He's My Man..! ;)

The Eagle Flower

Pics of 06 Dec 08

When Will My Own Moment Be?

zainul my love, i wanna marry u...now! now! now! ;)

A Bride or A Queen...? I dont even know what to label myself in this picture.. :p

Me & Elmi

Pics of 29 - 30 Nov 08

Chill

Pics of 29 Nov 08 - Pic of An 1hr Chill. 1hr! blimey! but I love it... ;)

The real 'chill' is me & you...not you and your friends! Jealous, yes I'm jealous like hell about it! Coz the times spent are suppose to be for US...I've given you enough space. Hear me out!!!!!!!!!!!! We look good together in this picture above coz you're my handsome charming man...I love you to death and I hate your friends yang atu-atu a.k.a "compatriots"!

I love you so much brabis...Mwahhhh! - ur Lady Zar

Loafed

Yesterday, I met up Dd and her friend named Sila at Coffee Bean Gadong. It was a little bit relaxing for being there for 2hrs++. I was feeling lonely and so tired just couldnt wait to go home.

To me, the only things i lost by loafing are stress, tension, and anxiety.

"It is better to have loafed and lost than never to have loafed at all" - James Thunder

I love my zainul - mrs zane

HB

Newlyweds 1a

The bride and me

The newlyweds (Elmi & Ezah)

"Zainul, i wanna marry u... ;p" - your gf, ME!

TGIF! hehe

My zainul & I was invited to an enjoyable dinner by one of my fave group of people last night. After all this week, I've been tired and a little restless and just last Friday I couldnt stop hollering "TGIF" (Thank God It's Friday)... I learnt that from my dearest friends Aazzah & Rachel ;)

Also that Friday night, rachel texted me that she has bumped into Elaine. Jealous ku a little...I miss her! :')

Today, I woke up at 7am (after waking up my zainul by miss-calling him ;p ) and since then I was watching DVD in my bedroom until 4:34pm (to be exact. blimey!) and as always, Baby is always accompanying me whenever i'm alone in my bedroom...

xoxo - mrs zane (I MISS MY ZAINUL LIKE CRAZY!)

Duhh!

I have this cut-out cartoon from BB. So chali...! I love it..happy ku tarus... ;p

I'm Rich

Lastnight, I received a msg...so chali..

"LOTTERY WINNER your mobile attached to ticket SP11600AE won $1,116,000.00 call +34605563969 or email: desklottery@winndesk.org"

Hehe...i'm rich...i'm rich....i'm rich...!!! Huhahahahaha..!

Mana zainul ku..? I love u zainul...aku sedih ni.... :'(

Goosebumps about ZAR

• I was google-ing my name (zar) today. saja-saja... And there's this link that caught my attention. So, i clicked the link and read the whole thing in it... takut ku sedikit ulihnya...but i giggles jua...coz to me it was quite funny...hehe...sadang lah... x-n ku..takut ku sedikit sebnrnya when i read it...apa kan yg ku ckp ani..?! hehe.. Let me just share it with y'all ;) wooOOooooOOooo........ *giggles*

http://www.bdancer.com/zarrevis.html

• I miss my zainul... :'( I can't wait for his exam to habis...I hate the fact that we can't be with each other during "exam-exam-exam" nya ani... but what to do. :'( Aminth pass + with splendid results. *praying for you, hunny*

~ I miss you like crazy, zainul ~

Oh My Baby..!

Baby was so horny lastnight...Look at her... *hhhmmm*

My 2nd Week of November

~ From Lailin ~

This week, I received lovely gifts from Rachel & Lailin. I love the gifts so much. I love them both so much too!

~ From Rachy ~

Ok, I went to Tasek again with my zainul. Fitnesssssss......

We went to LaMee after that, it has always been so exciting for spending time with my zainul ;) And then, we went in to a bookstore nearby and we saw this animation picture of a lady in a cover magazine. My zainul wants me to have the body (esp the tummy) ;)

So, ertinya I'm gonna have to work hard for it... ;)

Still crazy about my zainul....! - mrszane

Z-STYLE FASHION LANE

First and Foremost, I didnt ‘curi nama’ or promoting my name, for God’s Sake!

And the story goes like this...

I’m doing a big favour for my zainul and his mum for selling 32 exclusive sarees from India. My zainul’s mother assigned the siblings to try to sell sarees that she got from India. I sincerely am honoured to assist selling those sarees. Eventhough at first, I totally was not convinced of myself whether I manage to market those sarees or otherwise. I honestly doubted the laris-ness....

My zainul was trying hard convincing me the beauty of the saree and that the selling price is reasonable. I had to think twice before I get myself involved in this textile biz coz I myself dislike saree (the designs). I was so negative about it, but gratefully, today’s modern technology couldnt be more easier that I decided to market via internet/blog.

Last Thursday, I went to my zainul’s place to collect the 32 sarees. I told my zainul about the idea and he advised me to proceed with it. So, as I got home I immediately took pictures of the sarees and as soon as I got the first 11 pictures, I created a blog http://zarzanefashionlane.blogspot.com. I creatively got the blog created with the coolest layout too.

The next day, I promoted the saree in the blog to my colleagues. All of them adore the sarees and I was so flattered then I realized that every individual’s taste are different from one another. They told me the beauty of saree and how reasonable the prices was. I managed to sell 3 sarees that time. That was a good sign, I supposed.

I met up my zainul at his place. He told me that his mother was aware of it and endorsed our strategy via blog. His mother told him that her sister has taken 4 pictures of the saree for her to market it via internet as well. My zainul wanted me to change the blog's name. So, we agreed to change it to http://z-stylefashionlane.blogspot.com. This is because, we can’t use ZA Handicraft due to copyright issue and we were sure enough that his sister would sell it via internet by naming it ‘ZA Handicraft’.

I even promoted the blog in my facebook as approved by my zainul. I’m so grateful that our strategy marketing those saress via blog is brilliant and worked out very well. Furthermore, zainul's mother wanted us to gmbr kasut-kasut di ZA Handicraft for us to display in our freaking blog atu.. Plus, it takes an effort to sell it and I even proudly telling the customers that the sarees belongs to zainul's mother and I'm sincerely assisting jual-jualan ani.

Unfortunately, I got an unpleasant judgement of my marketing strategy by someone. Someone whom I never thought would offended me with humiliation. The term ‘humiliation’ in this matter is humiliation that I trully do not deserve at all.

I was being stated ‘curi nama’ and ‘promoting my name’..which is a total bullshits!

Just to clear things out:-

1. The saress aren’t belong to me. The freaking blog belongs to my zainul & I. Those sarees 100% belongs to my zainul’s mother. Whereas, ZARZANE is zar & zainul..get it?!

2. I honestly don’t dare to use ZA Handicraft to be as the blog’s name coz takut ‘copyright’ and plus we are just selling the sarees on behalf of ZA Handicraft. We even consulted the mother on how we’re selling those sarees. Furthermore, we knew that the sister would create something via internet by using ZA Handicraft.

3. We sincerely are promoting ZA Handicraft sampai we took our time to take pictures of the kadai and other accessories twice this week.

4. The term Fashion Lane covers A WIDE RANGE OF FASHION.

5. I seriously adore KIMORA LEE SIMMONS! She has been my inspiration dari dulu. I envy her success and I trully adore her ways in fashion industry.

So, I decided to handle this matter a.k.a bullshits PROFESSIONALLY and positively coz I don’t give a damn! I hereby sincerely supporting ZA Handicraft for the goodness sake of my zainul & his beloved parents. I cherish this opportunity to foresee myself on my capability in this business venture.

Keep in mind, Allah Adil ;) and pls always THINK BEFORE YOU ACT and BE GRATEFUL!

Now, ask your self, how do u feel when u judge me with the ugly feud and trying to put me down?

Anyways, i love my zainul to death. I’m glad ada Syahmi tadi..he even learnt to say my name ;) “Auntie Nina”... I miss my Zainul and Syahmi :’)

Keep In Shape

Last Monday, I had my leave in the afternoon.. It has been a while that I haven't get the chance to keep in shape. So, I decided to go to Tasek Lama with my zainul before going home.

Before going to Tasek, my zainul and I could'nt be more happier when we got the chance to be with Syahmi! ;) It was so worth playing around with Syahmi that we got to move a lot and it was trully a stress-relief for being with him.

I miss Syahmi and my zainul too... :')

Pics of 03 Nov 08