Daddy's Big Girl

I was feeling so sad, that I'm glad I had a good talk with my Dad and Dd too yesterday over breakfast. As he listened to my "what's up with my non-corny life?" that I felt it's getting serious now that I needed to speak my heart out about it, but gratefully my Dad lightened it up with his sense of humour in between.

However, it's sad to know that he's also saddened by what i've been goin through right from the start.

Well, I'm just gonna stay focus in loving myself coz I have faith that true happiness will come to me eventually.

Temporary Farewell

We sent off Tuty to airport the other day. She's off to UK until mid January 2012 for her new year's trip.

Top Notch

We met at one of RBTS's events last 21 December 2011. Dura, Aziemah and myself were closed friends when were in Ugama School. We're grown-ups sudah, can i make anymore obvious? hehe.

Today, Aziemah has given birth to a beautiful baby girl! Alhamdulillah!

December Tea Party

Last 17th December, I've decided to go for my tea party with my friends. Unfortunately, Tuty and Mr&Mrs Hafizz could not make it . Nevertheless, fizah & I had fun bemain our tea party that afternoon ;)

I've always wished to hug a snowman, and this time I granted my wish hugging the pretentious Mr. Snowman ;p

Ponder

I met Nabila afterwork yesterday, and she's getting cuter everyday!

Before heading home, Dd and I went for a grocery shopping and we encountered hardship searching for Chicken that we could hardly find! Don't know what really happened of the unavailability. Well, there were only few whole chicken available but the price is $1++ expensive! Hope to hear about the inflation of chickens soon...hehe...sigh...

Well, as soon as I reached home, I immediately soaked my feet into a nice aromatic warm water to relief the sore on my right ankle. Ilove killer heels so much it hurts...no I ain't complaining..hehe

I want the chic Jimmy Choo's Croc-Effect Leather Coffee Cup Sleeve (click on the picture (link) on more details about these sexy chic thang~ ;)
link: also at BeautyandTheFeastblog & Net-A-Porter

Retro

I'm still looking around for a perfect 60s retro shades for myself.

So far, I've only found few...

There goes my retail therapy whuupdeedoooooo

7

RBTS had a Staff Appreciation Night at Rizqun last 02 Dec. I was one of the recipients of the Long Service Award, for my 7 years with RBTS, Alhamdulillah.

I'll be rewarding myself with my Individual Performance Bonus soon! ;) Alhamdulillah so very much!

Alhamdulillah since my first salary until now, first thing my money must goes to my mom and my grandma before whatever retail therapy terjadi. hehe. Coz what matters to me the most is the berkat.

I'm 26 years old, and am so grateful everyday ;)

Hot Air Ballon

My girlfriends and I went out for a nice dinner at Frangipani last night commemorating of Fizah's birthday (1st Muharram), and then we watched the Breaking Dawn movie. I'm still not a Twilight fan but the Breaking Dawn part 1 fascinates me by Bella's beautiful and elegant wedding dress, and the romantic honeymoon scene. ;)

I had one of the most happiest romantic days in my life yesterday ;) am so grateful to that so very much. Me love him long time~

Lots of Love, xoxo

Reach

It's Friday and I'm hoping for Black Friday too in Brunei but nada...hehe...

My girlfriends and I decided to just go to the spa and as for myself, I got my hand scrub+paraffin wax+manicure done.

I've never in my life, getting a mani-pedi by the pro. Coz for all these time, I've been doing my own mani-pedi by myself in which I like it better coz it's easy, funner and free! ;D

Meet my healthy hands...teehee... ;p

Dolly

Last night, I let Dd applying make-up to my eyes. She used up her black eye-liner and mascara only. She then said "supaya nampak bini-bini". hehe ;p

The outcome. hehe...

I had Basketball game last Wednesday and today bowling for eca. I can't wait for our next Basketball game coz I still got my skills! yay! Alhamdulillah.

Fab Fabric

These are two of my current favourite dresses (the Fuji and the Kafta).

What's yours, ladies? ;)

Note: I have worn them once, and I'm thinking to sell it off and the rest of my other dresses too soon, but not very soon.. :)

Saw this beautiful dress-formed Bead Embroidery Lace fabric on to a mannequin doll in one of the fabric boutiques here in Brunei. I love on how they formed it, so pretty and elegant.

I'd love to go to Jakarta again one day, I wanna get my dress tailored there at a place that I know of ;) Very affordable and lawa-lawa.

I need a mannequin doll.

Da Now & Then Sisters

I have pictures of me and my sisters in my office. The one of me and Dd is actually given by my Dad. He has it with him & printed extra & gave me for my keeping. Sweet huh? :)

So far, we have tons of Nabila's pictures. Speaking of si Baby Nabila, honestly, the explanation of her existence still got me by having the " pinch-me-i'm-dreamin' " moment until today.

We've been taking her to the Jungle Gym almost everyday sudah. Just last night, my Dad dressed her up with his fave new shirt for Nabila. She truly pulls of the menswear inspired fashion style.

The Dd & I today.

Shot

I can only nail-polish my nails when i have had my period...with my fave colour, metallic dark blue :) What's yours? :)

Clear

<--- This is my Nini. I know this may sound ridiculously corny but it would be an understandably p.m.s. moment of mine that the other day, I cried my heart out afraid of losing her. I know I shouldn't, but what a girl to do. *embarrass*

Well, Nini has always been worried about me being so single. Even the other family members and friends are too, esp the way I'm embracing my singlehood. *Uh-oh I'm sensing my p.m.s. corny moment, again*

Let me just clear the air against the curiosity and false judgement. I've deeply realized that the way I'm embracing the 'so-called singlehood' life of mine is that I'm more into grooming myself out. Focusing more on fashion & beauty, and getting out of my comfort zone by giving a shot to adventurous activities most importantly staying positive and gratefully tawakal to Allah.

I don't date around and I ain't chasing men like the few women I know. People have been saying to me that my playing hard to get game will get me nowhere.

I'd say they're wrong. For as long as I hold on to my principle by doa to Allah and listening to my tiny little heart believing that love will come to me :)

Staying True, Staying Positive, that's how I roll ;p

Eco

We're lovin' our ECO-cups by Lock&Lock. We've been bringing it to any eatery places for our drinks only to be filled in our eco-cups. Not too late for going Green ;)

Still Roaring

Ta-Da....! Look to what I've done with my plain white cellphone casing. Cool huh?! ;) Alhamdulillah, I've still got the talent in Art ;) That's FAB!

Shout It Out

I just wanna say that I love my boots! I wore 'em yesterday morning for the packing of daging korban :)

On A Mission

RBTS celebrated Aidiladha yesterday at one of the premises. This is us in the morning of while waiting for the daging korban to arrive for us to pack properly & accordingly.

My girlfriends & I getting ready to the event. / Nabila attended too, with my Dad & his wife.

Parody

I'm sorry Kim K...

I'm glad Dd ordered Shiiz Candies' red velvet cupcakes again last weekend. And aside from only applying red lipstick just to feel the indulgent of the red velvet, as my dress inspires me of Kim K's fairytale wedding, I styled myself as 'the bride' witha bouquet of cupcakes ;p

Again, sorry Kim K, I didn't mean to parodying you..even though Halloween was over. hehe.

Baby's Gym

After dinner with Dd lastnight, Bapa called telling us that his house tutup karan, and so we asked my dad to bawa c Baby ke Jungle Gym. And so we went and I was pretty enjoying myself out! Of course, obviously Nabila enjoyed it the most.

And then the next day, Dd and I took Nabila to the West Park Kiddieland at The Mall. I didn't quite like it there as I am much preferred over the Jungle Gym in Kiulap the most. Ok.

Gengo

Aru kon'nichiwa! Watashi wa genzai nihongo o manande iru. Watashi ga iru kagiri watashi ga dekiru kagiri no tame ni sore o shūtoku shiyōtosuru, InsyAllah ;)

Fun Facts:
I'm so fluent in Indonesian, coz it's my favourite language.

Stop Sign

My attempt with a red lipstick and perfected it with a red velvet cupcake. Anyways, Shiiz Candies by my good friend, Gdah are so yummy!

Spree

My girlfriends and I went to Miri saja-saja last Saturday (5 hrs only). We didn't go too crazy with the shopping spree and we had a great time indeed :)

These are our ice creams
(Fizah's Mango Didi, Mine's Mint Bieber (hehehe) and Tuty's Blueberry)

Life Character

I've been out watching movies since the early days of this week. Although watching it with my cousins and my friends, still i prefer watching it alone.

I watched the Lion King in 3D last night, and I'm still lovin' it. I cried on the part when Simba's daddy died. So tragically awful and heartbreaking brabis :'(

Last Ramadhan, while I was driving my car around, I wondered in my mind of what kind of a daughter I am. So, I texted up my mama and bapa asking them the same question.

Me: Mama / Bapa, aku ani anak derhaka kah?
Hours later, yes 'hours' later :
Mama replied: "Kenapa kau? bawa istigfar..."
Bapa called: "hehehehe...." *he was giggling saja*

And so, I was like, yehaaaaa Alhamdulillah. ok.

Siesta

Last Friday, my girlfriends and I had an impromptu sleepover at Fizah's house.

We watched DVDs, pizza for dinner and we do our hair with my new Mini Hair Straightener that I just got from Korea. I love it, as it is so lightweight and it comes with a pouch and easy to bring anywhere. ;)

Baby Girl Gone Fashionista

I went to see Nabila after work the other day, and as I played around with her, I had this idea of playing Project Runaway, dressing her up with my own creation of a mini Summery Dress by using my tudong! hehe.

And then, as I was driving home, I had this fun idea to sketch dresses for baby-girls. And so I did it as such... :)

Bells

The location of where I wanna get married at. The Taman Jubli (atu pun if the Government allowed...hehe) ;p

Yup! I've been doing my dream wedding plan alright...coz it's undeniably fun.

I went jogging yesterday at Taman Jubli. The area is indeed suitable enough now as banyak plants sudah around. And so, what hit me the most while being there was the wedding plan, there...

Although, I've no idea who my husband's gonna be. Call me old-fashioned but, I'm still holding on to the life principle of "a woman is like a flower, a man is like a bee". That's why I don't date around.

My dream wedding is actually as simple as it could be, but the Honeymoon should be the lavish part. My dream honeymoon is the Honeymoon Cruise. Honeymoon is what it's all about in my dream wedding. ;)

I seriously love my future husband already (whoever it may be). I even love my children already. ;p
InsyAllah Amin Ya Rabbal-Al-Amin

Here's the thing, HE doesn't know of how loyal I really am. Fullstop

Princess Jasmine Inspired

Found this in the Women's Weekly Magazine October 2011 Issue.

and coincidentally, I styled myself up as Princess Jasmine Inspired for my office Arabian Themed Hari Raya Celebration last September 12.

Speaking of the Arabian Themed Hari Raya Celebration, we had a shooting competition of 6 teams. My team,the Charlie's Angels, got in 3rd place! In my team were myself, our CEO, Azie, Vincent n Hjh Melati. Good thing was, we totally kicked ass in the shooting competition! ;)

Zadele

Ello beautiful people!

I adore Adele 's beauty. Iatah Dibah and I have been fighting over 'I'm Adele,-No!-But-I-am!" for months sudah. Sekali, yesterday I decided to try-out her hair style and didn't quite menjadi..boo...hehe...

Dibah has changed her name to Adibale and so I came up with mine, Zadele...haha! xoxo

Seniorita

Aidilfitri is over, and no fashion police game for my blog due to I broke my camera on the night when I tried taking pictures of me wearing my Justin Bieber pyjama. No kidding! ;p

This October alone is the month of Weddings, per sé . All the October's Sundays are fully packed with weddings and having said that, I only got my dresses tailored for the occasions instead of for the Hari Raya. Except one though, that I had to make a classic baju kebaya.

me & my girlfriends during the RBTS Hari Raya Aidilfitri Celebration on 27 Sept 2011

16 September marks the 7th Anniversary of my careerhood in RBTS, Alhamdulillah