Fun Funds

I'm loving these fabolous procelin money boxes! Shoes Fund, Handbag Fund, Treat Fund & Travel Fund. Perfect for how I wanna save aside of my money for getting my favourite 4 types of particulars in a fabolous way. Yay!

Space

Ok, it has been totally a while since I've written! Like, o m g (haha! dramatic much).

Hi there y'all...

From July to October, a lot of things and activities scattering in my very own personal schedule.

Last September, I've finally decided to get my bedroom a mirror. I had this 22% ridiculous phobia, that ever since I permanently live in Tutong, I would never ever put a mirror in my bedroom and would only have one by the time I get married with 'the man'. Now, when I realized that my life totally has changed that I've decided to overcome the fear of "say-mary-3x-in-which-she-is-said-to-appear-in-a-mirror-when-her name-is-called-three-times-phobia" and just got myself the classy wall mirror... hehe...that was the whole point, actually. The Bloody Mary Times 3 (3x) ;p
My life has been so good that I just can't thank enough to Allah for everything. I'm loving the space that I very much needed. I've got to love myself so very much, my family & my beloved friends whom deserve the love that I nurture for everyone one of them...

It's towards the end of the year now. I think that I'm only gonna be alone with no man till the rest of my life, hence, I'm only gonna try to adopt a Russian baby girl that I'm gonna teach her Tennis (sounds ridiculous and stupid, but so what...i want it..). On a serious note, what makes me a little bit depressed is that I wish to know how my own baby would look like if I had one...sigh..I'll leave it all to Allah then...

Remember boys, Women are not an object. Honour your girl with love and respect especially by not violating her with irrational restrictions, and avoid abusive relationship as LOVE in Islam is always indah...be drama-free....wheeeeeeeeeeee....! ;)

I miss Anef Athens & Sasya so very much.....! :'( and do love your Breasts as this month is actually Breasts Cancer Awareness Month! Support Pink Ribbon!

Along Came The Who

Ever wonder of how incredible life is, especially yang full of surprises? and it all depends on how ones dealing with it. Well, in my case, imma embrace it with full tawakal in order to getting to know myself way better. That's just what it's all about.

Well, hi there.. :)

Many stories to share in this so-called virtual diary of mine :)

First agenda, 20th June: my buddy-buddy and I celebrated Han's birthday liat movie and liat sunset. We had joyous time together. ;)

This is my fave pic of the day (me & Ady)

On the 25th June: RBTS hosted Charity Fun Day with KACA and I volunteered myself jadi the emcee during the game show towards the end of the event. It was fun especially seeing all of the kids and semua org happily enjoying every moment that ptg. Rano, ckp to me "active jua, sdh minum Red Bull?" then I answered "balum"...entah cemana kah my activeness would be like if I drank Red Bull ah...ganas...hehe ;p

I had my girls sleepover last Friday at Centrepoint Hotel and at the same time, got to spend times with my friends of different groups (luckily, i managed to divide the time fairly just in order to be with these few groups of my dearest friends just in one night) hehe.. ;)

I had my Futsal yesterday. I set-up the teams' names; Team Barbie VS. Team Lego. hehe! it was so funny yesterday atu when everyone was so pacah-pacah..haha! I was the only girl playing and I've scored 2 biji..!. Just right after my Futsal, I went straight to my dance class. Although I was approximately 45mins late but I was able to catch up the new dance move tarus! So it's a "YAY!" for me. ;p

The night before, Anef invited me to his family's dinner function at his residence. He picked me up from work and then kami tarus assisting the family with the preparation. It was so fun and banyak chali-chali throughout the night. Iatah siuk, plus Dina was there too, iatah pacah when we betamu...hehe

Oh I can't wait to surf again, as the wave ada sikit sdh now. :)

My own world of World Cup updates:

Switzerland is still in my heart..hehe...Go Netherlands!! my Holland... ;)

I've came up with this quote below:

"A lady is like a flower, a man is like a bee, then together ada honey..."

switZARland

Switzerland has defeated Spain...! hehe

Last Wednesday, our beloved DCE hosted another Ladies Luncheon in honour to celebrate our careerhood and also the post Mothers' Day too.
I went to Tasek for my ECA then straight away to my dance class and then I've gone swimming and then watched happily the football match between my Switzerland vs. Spain...!

Ok, overall, i'm only talkin about my last Wednesday...hehe

I wanna have my own surfboard

Swiss

My Dear Virtual Diary…hehe

Seemed like the time flies in just a blink of my eyes, coz we're in the middle of the year already. Ok, for my June 2010 updates, I'd say the best part in my life is that I’m doin so fine, like gratefully fine! Stronger is the just the right word. Alhamdulillah! Coz Allah adil ;)

Ok, I’ve been getting myself out & about and hands on AGAIN in I’d say something fun, challenging & adventurous activities.

1. I surf now! Yes, my friend, Namirul is my trainer. Since there’s no big wave yet, iatah I paddle saja until to the deep water. And I love menyalam d pantai too! I wish to have my own surfboard nanti.

2. Gone swimming almost everyday!

3. I played Futsal the other day, aku pandai! or handal! I've got the skills masih! hehe :p

4. My dance class is getting joie de vivre! This week, our dance choreographer emphasized us to bring the inner PCD in us. Nice!

5. 06 June, Zahira & I volunteered ourselves selling cupcakes that belongs to Ady’s best friend, Red, at the Stadium.

6. 12 June - Great time for Girls Sleepover at the Empire with Sasya, Nurul & Fifi during the weekend.. ;)

What else...hmmm....? more to come! ;D

And as for my post birthday, my groups of friends kindly enough hosting movie night out, coffee after work. dinner and lunch, in which I just couldn't thank them enough ;’)

And one of my birthday presents I got this year yang I love is the one yang from Bella. She got me cosmetics for my lips, just what I needed iatah inda payah bali ;)


And And And...on the 03 June 2010, my sister texted me and asked me for a sushi-date! I egoistically ignored her for 7 months pasal ia derhaka, skali of course i missed her from time to time, then somehow i believe she misses me and she loves me iatah kami in good terms now...hehe :p and yes, i love her too ;')

World Cup fever is on and I firmly have chosen to support Switzerland because of Eren Derdiyok. Hehe…I knew him as I was scanning through my friend’s Panini World Cup Sticker Book for me to choose the country that I wanted to support. :p

"When the dreams you've shattered by your cruel betrayal, that doesn't mean my life is in ruin. Ask yourself, which part of Allah maha adil & maha Bijaksana u don't understand?"

Drama Free

May Day! May Day! May Day!
hehe..dramatic... :p

So much goin on in my own wonderland this May 2010 so far:

1. Gym - letting my imaginations running wild as if being a runaway model on the treadmill..hehe! :p


2. Swimming - Mermaid-in-training..hehe...oh i love meyalam2 batah2 in the water now.. ;)


3. HipHop Dance Class - Every once a week!


4. High Heels! - It has been 5 months sdh since i last bought kasut! hehe.


5. My 10 May - In loving memory of my love-life's anniversary.


6. My 27 May - My pre-25th birthday. Why 'pre'? Coz, 7th Ramadhan is my official birthday which will falls on the 17th August 2010 (Sama like Anef's & Zahira's birthday!) ;)

The night before my birthday, I met up my Dina after my dance class, and so I spent time for a heart-to-heart talking session with her and we also felt like as if ada Anef's presence too. ;) He'll be coming back to the homeland sometime next month. yay!

So, yesterday...was my birthday...i'm still so overwhelm by all the warmth mutual birthday celebration by my beloved families & my beloved friends! I feel so blessed and loved & respect by all of the people around me (from jauh and yg hampir) Alhamdulillah!

And just few minutes ago, as I walked in d CB, my fellow friends of CB staffs sang a Happy Birthday song to me and the other crowd of customers pun ikut cheering too! How cool was that! So So So COOL! Overwhelm i could cry for all of these joyous moment. :') Alhamdulillah.

"Age is just a number. Embracing life with Tawakal to Allah is what matter"

Oh hey, I accept my dugaan sincerely with patience coz I have faith in the beauty of Allah's hikmah n fate in every single thing I have had encountered. Blessing for my ultimate happiness & ultimate satisfaction in life dunia ahirat for me = Blast from the past, baby ;)

Permisi Miss!

This month, I rewarded myself in conjuction to the Secretary's Week and ada fashion show too last Saturday at Seasons.

Since my coffee-date with Meezah, Reezah and Marlina has been postponed since last February, so I've decided inviting them to join me celebrating the Secretary's Week ;) Unfortunately, Lina couldn't come coz she kerja. The fashion show was just a so-so though, but the models were stunning and i love their sexy high-heels and and their make-ups too coz lawa and ngam. Overall, we had fashionably-fun together ;)

Meezah, Me & Reezah

But we'll plan for our coffee-date soon.

Yesterday, I went out with my girlfriends (Tuty, Fizah & Zahirah) for our shopping-date + coffee-date. Yang chalinya, we were expecting to get items like brabis, but then, we nada bnyk bali barang..hehe..but the good thing was that we did not over-splurge this time. Iatah bagus! and that's hebat, yes? :)

Skali, we are planning to go to Miri by end of this May, insyAllah, shopping.

How I wish I can get the items from the magazines just by clicking the ones I want..kan very nice...*day-dreamin'*

oh, I love Zuhair Murad's designs! Seriously, I would wear his collections everyday if I may. :')

Eh Litterbugs!

Almost everything late saja today.

1. I came a lil bit late to work this morning but I compensated the time pasal Integrity..ok..hehe

2. Breakfast at Twelv with my girlfriends at 10am (Oh My…! :s ). Luckily, I ate my SNICKERS earlier on, if inda, I would feel like dying of starvation..? :s hehe..dramatic! Then we reminisced our vacation to Vietnam last year. All we ever wanted is another vacation but the matter is 'when'. :(

This is CBTL d Vietnam...i giggled when I took this picture..hehe

Eh, wait se-minute…! only 2 perkara jua saja yg ‘late’..hehe..i exaggerated..!

Why am I talking like this kan…? :p

On my way back home, I just couldn’t stop glancing at the night sky tadi coz the moon is so pretty tonight, mcm a smile, iatah I smiled saja…how I wish I ada a telescope by now.. I must have it before I die! Yes, insyAllah I’m gonna buy it!

Oh, i wanna volunteer myself to arrest & summon of $5000 (or $500? hehe!) for litterbugs di Brunei! I'm pretty serious about this!

Dutch Ya Know?

As soon as I arrived home, I did my dance routine before I hit the shower. This week I’m so into Britney Spears’s Overprotected dance choreography (Ladies, I advise you to ikut the dance move yg Britney’s, coz I seriously think that she’s the best dancer ever as proven in most of her music videos) Oh hey, this is a getting-in-shape advise, ok.. :)

Sebenarnya, I love the shape of Dutch Lady punya bottle, ani baru tah dumb-bell nama nya! and I love drinkin’ milk although I’m not a baby girl anymore…I love milk, I love milk, I love milk…!!! Hehehe…what?

Anyways, today I had my brunch in the office iatah I was not too hungry anymore for lunch break time. So, I brought my girlfriend to Yaya as we wanna ‘cuci mata’.

Iatah today, I emphasize banar2 as I realized for the definition of ‘Cuci Mata’ from the perspective of the 2 different worlds of the sexes; hehe…

Cuci Mata is
Boys: Liat chicks or alai
Girls: Window shopping.

Aha!

This is so banar! This isn’t theory boys & girls, but it is the truthful practical ;) *ai-yai-yai*

Well anyways, banyak kami target for the items to buy that we rather wait for our payday yg gonna happen NEXT WEEK! yay! Let today be the financial planning and when the day has come baru tah the exact retail-therapy, asal kan inda over-spending.. ok boys & girls…? :p

Oh, I‘ve just seriously realized that I have been munching SNICKERS for almost every day now, since February…banar…. hmm..sweet tooth of mine..addiction yg inda payah ke rehab..hehe. ok, boys & girls. Stay safe wherever you are ;)

Btw: Yaya is Yayasan. :)

Da Vinci's No Code

Today, they drew me heart shape yg quite better :)

The first time i asked them to draw was only like this (picture below) I bagi 2.21/10 for the scale :) kesian.

Actually, I have taken picture of my latte too yg last Friday (and yes, I forced them to draw me something, I forced them to surprise me..hehe..) it was only like a marble-spiderweb but unfortunately, I ter-deleted the picture!

Iatah i've just given them idea of drawings for them to surprise me in every of my latte nanti..hehe...

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I had lunch with my other friends d FDL today. With this other group of my dearest friends ani, we've never talked about our own personal lives..hehe..as mostly nya we've talked about something else or someone else, per say, hehe! iatah chali-chali and good times tapinya... (but not entirely mengumpat! krg masuk neraka nada chali...nauzubillah! :p ).

Well, what's up tomorrow...? Death? :) Peace y'all!

"watching Pundan amazes me :) "

Other Side

I didn’t exactly know where to go for my lunch today and so I’ve decided asking my friends and they kindly brought me to tag along with them to Sumbangsih Mulia.

Actually, I have a serious hygiene concern that I have had to be selective for eatery places :s So, i thought, hey imma give it a shot.. :)

When we arrived disana, I felt like mcm bukan d Brunei.. awu….

We picked out where we wanted to buy our meal and prior to that, of course, we did the hygiene-wise selection.

And then we looked for tmpt duduk.

While enjoying our meals, they shared their opinions upon their preference for being there. Besides affordable, convenient eatery court and bnyk selection of Bruneian typical food, etc, they told me that pernah one afternoon they went there then ada live band and org nyanyi arah the stage and then bnyk org cheering. I laughed out loud when they cerita-cerita to me as they were exaggerating with their stories as if ada this makcik pernah performed overly smpi kononnya she took off her head-scarf and so. Haha! Iatah chali!

This is just one of the particular things that really have opened up my eyes to see the outside world, especially for being with circle of friends. Only certain people know what and why…and with that, I will never ever let anyone to violate my choice of doing the things that i wanna do as long as i know to compare yg baik or inda baik ad as long as inda crossin' the line! *phew!*

And am so grateful for having people who really care for me! Banyak org really really really care for me! May Allah bless us all :')

This is the miniEST Red Velvet with Creme-Cheese yg I ordered and batah tunggu for the delivery from a friend of mine. Luckily I ordered 2 sets ($2x5pieces) that I shared it with Dina (so that Dina inda minta mine) and luckily the miniEST cupcakes ani nyaman so it was like a worth of long waiting. Sekali ada lagi size nya yg tiny tu, size nya like my nose. hehe...!

Secret Garden

I picked these roses from my mum's garden..again..I brought it to my office for every once a week now. *happy!*

Ani yg mine last week

My blog has turn 2 today. (2nd Anniversary) Ok. bye

& I wanna have my own secret garden

Brunei Fashion Week

Pardon me for the blurry picture of me & my ladies who were also attend that night.

My date was Hidayah. She got the invitation from Elricco for the Songket Wedding Showcase last 13 March 2010 at Manggis Mall Ballroom. We called it Brunei Fashion Week. My comment is that there is only one designer's collection that I adore coz the designs are mcm ada Bernard Chandran's touch. I can't wait for the next episode 2 fashion show.

Me, Hidayah & Elricco (the showcase organiser)

"Islam honours women. So my dear man, where do you stand with your slander to your own lady?"

Allah is not unaware of what you do.

Pwada

I met Anef and we had dinner at Twelv and I had to forced for pictures of us to be taken coz I really wanted it ever since he d Brunei! Coz he'll be going back to KL very-very soon :'(

Anef gave me his Prada coz he still loves his D&G purse. For all this while, my man and now Anef too are the reason why I'm emphasizing a mission to abolish or not to buy nor keep fake branded items coz the fakes atu so shitty and makes u look shitty too. In Brunei saja, I rather have the orginal branded bags such as Guess or Charles & Keith or Vincci or Summit or Iora...biasa but inda shitty! kan boys & girls.....???? :) (iatah i inda guna the 2 fake bags lagi! Buang! or i'll tunu saja! hehe :p )

Yesterday, I rescued this little birdie yang masuk in my house. But ia inda mau let go his tiny claws off my palm when I tried to free him suruh fly away...i gosok-gosok his head and cakap-cakap to him (ain't a crazy thing to do, believe me...) and I pajal-pajal then he flew away...but landing ya to the ground inda jauh from where I stood.

"Stop crying, kuluk sdh mua mu atu (trikah tia by smiling)" - Anef Athens

Tag That

I found my SPICE GIRLS Pencilcase. I bought it in 1998 or 1999 kh. 10-year++ but still in good quality! I can't wait to use it nanti ;)

It's Tuesday, I've spent my day reading my book, lookin' for my other Spice Girls items esp the Impulse SPICE GIRLS Deodorant Spray but I still haven't found it, i'm sure it's still somewhere.. and other than that, I just found out something new & fishy..so obviously fishy tagging...

"Allah is not unaware of what you do"

Anti-Slander

Anef & I went to the Mall today, for the first time we jln to the Mall together..! hehe.. and we ended up ke Swensen afterwards nya. He doesn't want his picture to be taken coz he doesn't like the Mall. Iatah he gmbr aku saja. Anef Athens is my dearest brotherly-sisterly friend and I hope flight nya ke KL nanti balik-balik delayed smpi he fed-ups and inda jadi kan ke KL and stay d Brunei Darussalam The Kingdom of Unexpected Treasure ini..hehe!

Biar this picture reminds me of my time d the Mall with Anef ;p

Well, last Thursday, I was wearing tudung abaya that I had to lilit-lilit all over my head to wear it right. I screwed it up smpi I looked like 'entah mcm apakah' and that I was so in need of extra pins. Kali I checked for the pins in my car and I found my other jewelleries yang rupanya I've been keeping it in my car in which I thought I've misplaced them. Ish-Ish-Ishhhh..hehe..

And this friend of his, ia bitchy and getting dumber coz i bet because of his life has fallen apart iatah kalah perempuan bitchy nya trying to manipulate my man esp by his wrong judgement as if he knows 'what really happened'. Well, I refuse to waste my time to be sedih-sedih over his stupidity of action atu coz after all, he's a pathetic loser, no doubt. Ia mcm org minyak tu..Astah!

I love my man for no matter what, patiently. That's how I move on.

I wanna send that pathetic loser/org minyak atu to Bermuda Triangle!

BAR813

I attended ITB info day last Saturday, 13 Feb and I have acquired the informations I needed and pretty much ready for my next move! InsyAllah and amin.

Me & Mizah

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I went to Rachy's CNY Open House with my girlfriends yesterday. We had a great conversation and laugh together, in which, at least, it heals my sober emotions yang so unwanted atu :')

Dayah, Zahirah Rachel, Fizah & Me[my eyes chali here..boo..]

Part of our talks were about when I was on my way to bandar that afternoon, then I saw this new car with plate license no. BAB1018 (notice the highlighted letters & number?) hehe...while were eating, Zahirah ckp that she can't wait for 'BAR' coz it would be cool to have BAR813 for BARBIE! and she said she would change her Mini Cooper jadi pink too...and yang siuk too, when me and Zahirah were talkin' about Disney-Disney and we saw this castle (rumah orang along the way Dayah's residence..hehe) and we were feeling like we were in the fairy-tale world of Disney..hehe chali but siuk rasanya..!

Then this morning me and Dayah were talkin' about it and rupanya she also has the desire to obtain the plate license no. BAR813 nanti too...like uh-oh..and we even tarus calculate the time-frame for 'BAR' to be released nanti like approximately in 4-5 years time from now..hehe...ertinya, we have to berabut and amin tah Zahirah and Dayah inda ingat about it nanti..hehe! (Astaa, sorry Ya Allah :s )

Oh Hey, Fake Longchamp and Fake Marc Jacobs are now available in Brunei..like wth?! Ish!

I patiently love my only soulmate for no matter what; the key is patience and bnyk doa sincerely.

The world is still spinnin' ; My prayer to Allah got me no trippin' ; for as long as I'm still breathin'

"Patience is my strength, Doa is my weapon"

I'm so hands on my new book ani. It has the answer to my curiosity on how the Saudi’s women are livin’ in this modern era. There are parts that are similar to the tragic that had happened in my life (lovelife wise), well, it’s an entertaining read though, that’s for sure.

I attended my cousin's wedding today and I bumped into Feezah. She is more like a mutual-soul sister to me whom was there when I needed advice. She's getting married this June. May Allah bless her lovelife with the love to cherish and happiness till ahir hayat. Amin ;')

Honour

I went to the appreciation dinner for Era at Jerudong Polo Club. Era has made a remarkable history for Bruneian. As a matter of fact, both Era and Aniza really are 2 outstanding young women who have proved extraordinary courage, determination and bravery in the most adventurous activity as such.

"Nothing is beyond reach" - PAP Masna

“Patience is a virtue, Virtue is a grace; Both put together Make a very pretty face” - Anonymous

Love Story

Zainul Asnawi, why did you heartlessly fitnah me?

I've been asking this question ever since you started mefitnah.

It's so ironic that you're still accusing me with your devilish imaginations u made up that I'm enjoying myself with a pencuri who steals me away from you or asgar or org office yang you non-stop mefitnah me with as to cover-up your dishonesty & disloyalty???

And it's so ridiculously ironic that you accused me of how devastated you are that I lied, when evidently you were the one who lied to me that I've always found them out. Well baby, I should be the one saying that to you of how devastated I am with your lies & dishonesty and how shattered I really am by your dreadful behaviour and infidelity.

It's so cocky of you for being way so dramatic for tunjuk lagak and ego in your facebook as if you could cover-up your mess by telling it publicly to the whole wide world and unfortunately, it was so phony and untrue. Plus, there’s this your dumb friend of yours who was a pathetic with his judgment on my sarcasm theory in response to what you’ve displayed in your fb yg after what happened last Saturday in which he truly doesn’t know what really-really-really happened. And for that matter too, I took off with your hp & itouch just wanted to check what was really goin on with your hurtful treatment towards me over the week. My instinct was right and I was then so shattered that I refused to drive back to bc5 coz I didnt wanna make a dramatic scene in front of your friends. Get it?

It just portrays you so low, my dearest Zainul Asnawi. Because, like myself, I only rather telling it to few particular individuals coz it's Maruah.

You anyaia aku cematu but I'm grateful of how miraculous Allah's kuasa and assistance that proved your lies a.k.a infidelity clearer.

Please do think of why I'm tremendously patience with your awful mistreatments and violations for the whole 1 year through. Let me tell you the reasons why, I stand up for myself and our relationship against all of your dreadful fitnah that you've been showering me with as I also believe in myself that with Allah's kuasa you'll sadar and regret for all the wrongdoings that you've proudly done with egoism. I dont give a damn about us being almost 10 years but the moments we share and cherish our love together yg matter the most! And I believe that one day you'll change into a better Zainul that you've always been like before.

I wouldn't even dare to inform to the whole wide world of the worst part of your psychotic-breakdown that you've done to me. But evidently, I only have been voicing it out to few particular individuals respectively, coz it's Maruah!

I've been so sabar enough. Too bad that you're still so blind to see the truth of my obvious proven loyalty and faithfulness in loving you so patiently.

I listened to these particular individuals whom have had advised me to not being stupid letting you violating me in no time, but unfortunately you claimed that I melawan whenever you dreadfully hina aku with your fitnah. Well hunny, it's not melawan but I stood up for myself coz I still have my pride that I’m so against your heartless and ruthless accusations.

I'm so glad and grateful enough that I would have never done anything that might harm my lovelife with you, Zainul. If I were banar-banar to have done anything in one of your accusations, I would have left you awal disgracefully, logically kn?!

I'm grateful that I've never ever cheat on Zainul or I've never ever get myself involved in scandalous love affair. Only org nada maruah and nada otak saja yg would do such immorality. Basically, I would never ever get myself involved in INFIDELITY yang totally immoral and the ultimate betrayal of all.

My dearest Zainul Asnawi, all I ever need in my life is your love with your loyalty, honesty and integrity of how you've shown me like before you've changed into this horrible behaviour of yours. I stand up for myself and also for our lovelife together ani coz it's the most precious thing in my whole life and the life of the real you that I would never ever let anything or any factor to ever ruin it. I'm fighting for it with honour coz it's our pride. And all i ever asked for us is to have a normal lovelife without how u do me with ur total blind accusations coz that's drama! i don't do drama. I cried because i'm hurt emotionally & mentally. I cried because I'm hurt 'physically' too but unfortunately u judged me so wrong about me crying most of the time...sigh..

I love my real Zainul Asnawi for as long as I live.

The reason why I wrote and displayed this is because it’s time for me to act upon by clearing this out especially to those who judged me wrongly. I wanted to keep the problems personal but Zainul’s unwise action has forced me to stand my ground this way.

p.s: I’m glad banyak org doa yang baik-baik for my lovelife with Zainul. I’m grateful too for my lovelife being tested this way coz sooner or later all of the fitnah will be proven wrong. Therefore, I refuse to break-down and keep holding on to Allah. It’s just a matter of time.

Take A Bow

I rewarded myself this month with an Archery gear! It's so cool as i've always been wanting to have the real gear & equipment and play the sport for real. It's a toy though like, the Nerf Gun.

I miss main Javelin.

p.s: Allah adil

Crocsku

I finally have a pair of my own crocs...! I've been too selective to choose any crocs for my preference. Coz i wanna own yg nada bejual ampai2 d Brunei... Love the colour, love the comfortness when i put it on. I terimagine pakai main tennis with it..

I can't really smile sincerely at this moment coz I'm so shattered by the dreadful ultimate betrayal, infidelity and dishonesty by someone whom I seriously considered as my soulmate/life partner for life.

Allah The Almighty.

I wanna play Archery